Omg, Another UTI ...

*Holds sides of head and spin it around, looking up*
Ohhh my gawd ....

I have .... another friggin' UTI !! 

And geez, its as painful as Hell! I'm not kidding! Most people exaggerate and say "Omg, it hurts like Hell!" and its not true. For me though? Its damn-right true!!  Seriously, its like...as hot as Hell!!

Ahh, the immense burning... Ohh~  *Almost throws up* ... = (

Seriously....

K, for those of you who have no  fricken' idea of what  the hell I'm talking about ..

UTI = Urinary Tract Infection.

Meaning, its an infection in your urinary tract. So- .. Its an infection in your..Bladder/Urethra/Vag area.. Mehhh..I hate saying those words... lol.

Anyway, here's the symptoms [Including Kidney-Infection Symptoms]

1) Immense, sometimes completely unbearable burning in the urethra/Vag. area..
2) It hurts to..well...pee, cuz you're infected..
3) Possible aches/pains in
                                       -Back
                                       -Sides
                                       -Lower Abdomen [Around your gut-area]
4) Nausea
5) Fever
6) Blood in the urine

Ok, so thats the main symptoms [Pretty much all symptoms] of both UTI, and KI.. And let me tell you..Its absolutely, possitively- horrrrible!!! Hor-ih-bul!!!!!!!!!!!

As a young child [2-5] I used to always...always get UTI's, and no one had a clue why. I should've had an ultra-sound a lonnngg time ago to figure out the cause, but never did. So now, 13- I have to go back on June 28th, to get an ultra-sound.. I know they don't hurt, but I really don't want to go back.

1) I'm nervous
2) I hate doctors...
3) There's going to be 4 doctors for some reason, and my mom and stepdad  0_0
4) ..I'm not in the best shape. I'm not a super-skinny runway model you know..I'm....I've got a little weight, and I'm really embarrassed- I just can't seem to lose it.  = ( 

So you just heard an embarrassment from me...

But also... I...Don't want to hear something unpleasant from the doctors.... ='(

So, yeah.. UTI's...terrible..Just- terrible. I'm f*cking serious!

If you've never had one.. You're lucky..GOD you're lucky!!! And I hope to God you don't get one!! Especially younger girls who don't understand what's going on.. Liiiiike- Me for example! I'd cry day after day, 24 hours..I hardly got any sleep because they were so bad..

Anywaayyy ..Yep.

And you're not supposed to have
                                       
-Sugary or acidic foods
-Pop of any sort
-Sugar
-Caffiene
-And no juice

So! For as long as this lasts.. You can only have  tooonnnnnnnnsss   of water. I'm tired of drinking something I absolutely hate- for 3 days straight now!! Water makes me feel sick..;

Butttttt!!! Biiiiggg ttiipppp!!

Take about 8 oz. glass of **warm** water, and mix 1/2 a tsp. of **baking soda** in with it... Drink it.. Trust me!! Its pretty much tasteless..After a few sips, you may feel a little sick. I did last night..But it helped me sleep, and it kept my pain off fromm... Midnight, to 1:50 PM today.. = )

But now..Because I had to..well... When you have a UTI, they make you pee in a bottle/cup/container, so they can test it for UTI ... [Its not that bad, just annoying, if you've done it over and over and over again, for years...*cough cough* .. like me.... ]

And so, I had to do that this time. But because I have depression, I'm emo, and I, well... I have alot of anxiety [not as much as my mom x ) ]  I was rreeeaallly very worried to go there today!! ..And now, I'm very self-conscious about using the bathroom, or going out in a hot vehicle, in case "it" starts to burn again, or I have to go to the bathroom and can't get to one... Also,  I'm in a very upsetting mood [Usually quiet and depressed..But sometimes- really ticked off as nothing] when I'm on my period.. And I flip out. "No! I can't go out to this and that place!! ... Huh? ...No reason.... " 

Seriously. I'm verry nervous and such, and never tell a soul I have UTI, or ... on my period- Or something.. I- I lied today..I said I hadn't had a UTI for 4 years, but actually..I did just a few months ago at my grandparents house, when I still lived there. [I'm only 13, dont think I live in an apartment.. I just grew apart from my mom, and she wouldn't let me do anything, so I stayed at my g-parents for months after she'd moved out to live here w/ my stepdad]  and I just...Literally, waited my UTI out, for 2 weeks. Thats terrrrible!! Seriously! I sat in the same position all day, rocking madly, until the pain went away [at night] ..

So yep. I lied..Should have told the truth, but I didn't, which could be causing more problems for me, as I may have a Kidney Infection, not just UTI, as the blood-in-urine, pains other than abdominal or urethra-burning, and nausea and fever, are symptoms of KI..

Sooo..When they do the ultra-sound [..Ughhh...Great... >.< ]  they'll check everything out. [Sadly... ]  I don't wanna do a test as if I'm preg--- Whooooaa... I just got a major "dizzy-spell" and nearly passed out, just now!! .. 0_0

ANYWAY, ENOUGH TALK WITH THE FUCKING UTI, ITS MAKING ME UPSET MORRRREE!!! >= (




Okkaayyy, so GUESS WHAT Muther-f-  *BEEEEP*  ... lmao....
[I was imitating Peter Chao]

Anyway, guess what peeeeepppss!!! I'M GETTING MY PS3 TODAAYYY!! And hopefully.... Modern Warfare 2!! GAAHHHHH!! Now I don't have to worry about "Omg mom, check out MW2... I gotta go to dads to play itttt!!" now I don't!!1  =D


*still rocking in chair* ... Mehhh..Those antibiotics don't seem to be working..at...all...after over an hour and- Wait.. I took one sometime around 3 ... So- OMG, 2 HOURS LATER, IT STILL HASN'T WORKED!!!! WHAT THE HELL ?!?!?

Anyway..

Yeeaahhh..even if you're not a Christian, or whatever...All I'm asking..Can you pleeeeaaasse pray for me?? Pleeeassee!! Uhh..Look!!

*hugs* I gave you a hug. Please pray? I'm despirate... =' (

Thanks!!

and thanks for reading!

x
kiana