Read the title. Simple as that. I am now..... A vampire.
Believe it or not, I really don't care. Put this in Ripley's Believe-It-Or-Not 2010 book!! Yeah!
'K, so.. Today is the 29th. I had my Vampire Awakening yesterday/last night. Sometime around 7, I realized all of it. But I had the "symptoms", lets say- For years.
So yeah! I'm a vampire. You know how odd it is to say that?
Only problem.. I need blood, or I'll die. Nothing else satisifies my hunger, seriously. But I tore the "seam" on 3 cuts on my wrist last night, and it bled- I "sucked" my arm, and I wasn't hungry anymore. Seriously!!
So anyway.
Yeah. We can only take blood from donors, or animals. If we take from unwilling humans, then we're Rogues. And I'm not a rogue.. So yep!
Just wanted to say that.
Aswell as.. You know how I talk about Ryan? The 21 year old? He's my online-boyfriend now. = )
'K, g2g. Bye!
X
Kiana
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
June 23 - EARTHQUAKE !!!
Hey guys! So I should've posted this yesterday, but didn't..
Yesterday, we had an earthquake!
Toronto and Ottawa Ontario had it, and upper Quebec did, too. I'm in Hamilton, you see.. Which is only about a half hour - an hour from Toronto. So I felt it. It woke me up!
It was around 1:30 PM .. But I didn't go to sleep until 7 AM that day [I was going to stay up but just fell asleep..] and it woke me up. I couldn't see the time, because my alarm clock had fallen to the floor, as my bedside-table was pushed way out by the middle of the room, my bed was "twisted" .. [It was turned slightly] My kittens fell off my bed, crying loudly, and freaking out.. The chair at my desk fell over, and a stack of books was now scattered all over the place.
I woke and thought,
"What the fuck is going on?! Why is my room shaking sooo much?!" I was half asleep when it occured, so I just ignored it and went back to sleep. Though I wish I had of stayed up. I would've loved to feel the entire earthquake-
So there. My very first experience of an earthquake!!
"Earthquaaakkkkkee!!!!"
So yep. Had an earthquake. Just wanted to share that with you.
Btw: Canada is a very rare place [Especially Ontario] to get earthquakes.. It was 5.5 Magnitude!!
Alright.
Thanks for Reading~
X
Kiana
Yesterday, we had an earthquake!
Toronto and Ottawa Ontario had it, and upper Quebec did, too. I'm in Hamilton, you see.. Which is only about a half hour - an hour from Toronto. So I felt it. It woke me up!
It was around 1:30 PM .. But I didn't go to sleep until 7 AM that day [I was going to stay up but just fell asleep..] and it woke me up. I couldn't see the time, because my alarm clock had fallen to the floor, as my bedside-table was pushed way out by the middle of the room, my bed was "twisted" .. [It was turned slightly] My kittens fell off my bed, crying loudly, and freaking out.. The chair at my desk fell over, and a stack of books was now scattered all over the place.
I woke and thought,
"What the fuck is going on?! Why is my room shaking sooo much?!" I was half asleep when it occured, so I just ignored it and went back to sleep. Though I wish I had of stayed up. I would've loved to feel the entire earthquake-
So there. My very first experience of an earthquake!!
"Earthquaaakkkkkee!!!!"
So yep. Had an earthquake. Just wanted to share that with you.
Btw: Canada is a very rare place [Especially Ontario] to get earthquakes.. It was 5.5 Magnitude!!
Alright.
Thanks for Reading~
X
Kiana
Ashton & Whitney
Hey guys!
And I thought I'd show you my kittens. Well.. *Clears throat* .. Kitt-EN .. As Whitney was too busy playing to stay still for a minute so I could take a picture. I actually have some pictures of her on my Nintendo DSi my stepsister gave me, but she took the SD Card, so I can't transfer the pictures to my computer.
We got them.. I don't know- Week and 1/2 ago, maybe 2 weeks? They were.. Around 8 weeks when we got them, I think.. And now- They're psycho.. So Here's some pictures for you.
^^ Ashton ^^
^^ Whitney Refused To Pose ^^
^^ Ashton 2 ^^
^^ Oh Now This Sux.. Its Whitney BTW^^
^^ She Got Feisty When I Tried To Hold Her Again ^^
Alright, so there's my 2 new kittens. And sorry- That you can't see Whitney, 'cuz she's a bratty girl. ^^ But once I get a good picture of her, I'll upload it. To this post.. = )
X
Kiana
Monday, June 21, 2010
Another GoodBye
So... *sigh* ... Hey guys..
Guess.. What I just said... Yet again...
I said.. "Goodbye" ... And once again, guess who to? Another cat.. =' (
My grandma's cat Charlie, which was originally my great-grandpa Peter's cat, but... He died 5 years ago, so my grandma took the cat.. And.. He died today... =' (
They said they assumed he had a heart attack- His lungs were full o' liquid.. And they had to put him down... =' No more memories with Charlie, no more memories with Morgan- Nothing.. Its just- Goodbye, like usual. All I've said... is Goodbye.
And I'm fucking tired of it! How many more times can I say Goodbye in less than 2 months, hmm?!
1) My cat Sandie, my mom gave her to my grandparents.
2) Morgan died....
3) My cat Teddy Bear, my mom gave him to my grandparents.
4) Charlie died...
"Oh, don't worry, we'll get more kitties," my mom says.
Well, maybe I don't want anymore! She said that yesterday, and I shook my head. Maybe- Maybe I'm tired of having pets.. Sure, they're great friends, and- .... =' ( ... They become family... And it just sooo hard.. To let them go... <='''(
So..Thats all.. I just wanted to keep the date.
Monday, June 21st, 2010..
X
Kiana
Guess.. What I just said... Yet again...
I said.. "Goodbye" ... And once again, guess who to? Another cat.. =' (
My grandma's cat Charlie, which was originally my great-grandpa Peter's cat, but... He died 5 years ago, so my grandma took the cat.. And.. He died today... =' (
They said they assumed he had a heart attack- His lungs were full o' liquid.. And they had to put him down... =' No more memories with Charlie, no more memories with Morgan- Nothing.. Its just- Goodbye, like usual. All I've said... is Goodbye.
And I'm fucking tired of it! How many more times can I say Goodbye in less than 2 months, hmm?!
1) My cat Sandie, my mom gave her to my grandparents.
2) Morgan died....
3) My cat Teddy Bear, my mom gave him to my grandparents.
4) Charlie died...
"Oh, don't worry, we'll get more kitties," my mom says.
Well, maybe I don't want anymore! She said that yesterday, and I shook my head. Maybe- Maybe I'm tired of having pets.. Sure, they're great friends, and- .... =' ( ... They become family... And it just sooo hard.. To let them go... <='''(
So..Thats all.. I just wanted to keep the date.
Monday, June 21st, 2010..
X
Kiana
Pretzels!!
Hi! So here's a recipe for Pretzels!! Not just any pretzel, either... Soft Pretzels!!! =D
If you're interested, keep reading!!
Ingredients [All Approx.]
-1 cup of flour
-1/2 cup of water
-Salt
-Melted Butter
When you mix everything here, but the butter together.. It should be fairly sticky, but doughy. And if you drop it of a spoon- It shouldn't fall easily, and it shouldn't look really wet either. [Ah hah.. so bossy, eh? ]
Once thats done.. Take some parchment paper, and set it down, unless you want your cutting board to get really stick! ; )
You spread a heaping tablespoon of flour on it.. And drop a tablespoon [agan, heaping] of the dough onto it, mix it up [kind of] and knead it, I guess. = P Now, roll/stretch into a lonnnnngg oblong shape. It won't really roll, so just pull/stretch it carefully.
Now, form into a pretzel shape, place on pan [Stove-Pan, not a StoveTop-Pan] and using a brush [You know, like a barbecue-type brush?] spread the melted butter over the "Pretzel", and bake/cook it, on 350 degrees, for 8-10 minutes. This way, it will soft, but light coloured. Not a problem! Still tastes good.
Once its done.. Remove from oven [obviously.. ], flip it over and spread butter on it [To "erase" the flour on the bottom], flip it upright, place on plate. Spread more butter on it. And sprinkle salt on it. And voila! You have your pretzel.
This is not the exact recipe, but its mine. = ) And I've come to share it with you. =D
Tip: You can also use this exact same dough-mix, and make pan-bread.
What you do.. Is make the dough, no flour to roll it in though.. And just scoop it all into a pan [Stovetop pan x ) .. ] and cook it. I can't say how long, but yeah. You do have to flip it though. = ) And once you're done.. Put LOTTTS of butter on it, or it'll taste a little odd. ; )
Enjoy!!
X
Kiana
If you're interested, keep reading!!
Ingredients [All Approx.]
-1 cup of flour
-1/2 cup of water
-Salt
-Melted Butter
When you mix everything here, but the butter together.. It should be fairly sticky, but doughy. And if you drop it of a spoon- It shouldn't fall easily, and it shouldn't look really wet either. [Ah hah.. so bossy, eh? ]
Once thats done.. Take some parchment paper, and set it down, unless you want your cutting board to get really stick! ; )
You spread a heaping tablespoon of flour on it.. And drop a tablespoon [agan, heaping] of the dough onto it, mix it up [kind of] and knead it, I guess. = P Now, roll/stretch into a lonnnnngg oblong shape. It won't really roll, so just pull/stretch it carefully.
Now, form into a pretzel shape, place on pan [Stove-Pan, not a StoveTop-Pan] and using a brush [You know, like a barbecue-type brush?] spread the melted butter over the "Pretzel", and bake/cook it, on 350 degrees, for 8-10 minutes. This way, it will soft, but light coloured. Not a problem! Still tastes good.
Once its done.. Remove from oven [obviously.. ], flip it over and spread butter on it [To "erase" the flour on the bottom], flip it upright, place on plate. Spread more butter on it. And sprinkle salt on it. And voila! You have your pretzel.
This is not the exact recipe, but its mine. = ) And I've come to share it with you. =D
Tip: You can also use this exact same dough-mix, and make pan-bread.
What you do.. Is make the dough, no flour to roll it in though.. And just scoop it all into a pan [Stovetop pan x ) .. ] and cook it. I can't say how long, but yeah. You do have to flip it though. = ) And once you're done.. Put LOTTTS of butter on it, or it'll taste a little odd. ; )
Enjoy!!
X
Kiana
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Characters In Several Shows
So, have you ever seen 1 show, watched another right after, and found one of the people, in it aswell?
Well, I noticed it alot..
Lets start with actor:
Jensen Ackles.
I first saw him in Supernatural I believe, the awesome show. Then I heard he was in Dawson's Creek, so I checked it out, and that he is.. But also, he's in some episodes of Smallville as a Jason. 0_0 But I think he's best in Supernatural.. Dean kicks ass-
2nd.
Ever seen The Vampire Diaries? Well, you know one of the main dudes in that? I'm not sure, as I haven't seen it too much, and not for awhile.. I believe, the blonde boy, is the brother of Damien, who's a vampire. He's with the brown haired girl? [Blonde dude] Well, he's in Smallville, this very episode. I saw him..
"..What's he from, what's he from..Come on! I've seen him before!" Halfway through the episode, I figure it out. Clark knocks him down before he gets shot, then I realize.
"Ohhh!! The guy from The Vampire Diaries!!! =D" lol ..
And Clark from Smallville. He's in.. Well, Smallville.. and Cheaper By The Dozen 1 & 2. [I think he's in the 2nd..I don't remember]
He's probably been in other movies/shows, too- I just don't know.
So yep, that's who I know of so far.
I mean, I'm not saying actors/actresses can't be in several shows/movies, so I don't know why I'm suddenly excited by this now, when I never have been before.. 0.o
Anyway.. Seen Constantine? The awesome Demonic movie... Well, [first of all- Keanu Reeves ftw] the girl that acts as the uhh.. the fallen angel? Gabrielle? [Ryan and I both agree, it should've been played by a male, therefore being the arc-angel Gabriel, not a female.. Check out the movie Gabriel, by the way!] Well, I'm like, "..What else is she in?" Eventually, Ryan says something, and mentions Narnia.
"|Ohhh!! Narnia! Thats what I saw her in... " Yep..
Mm-k, thats it for now. x )
Thanks For Reading
X
Kiana
Well, I noticed it alot..
Lets start with actor:
Jensen Ackles.
I first saw him in Supernatural I believe, the awesome show. Then I heard he was in Dawson's Creek, so I checked it out, and that he is.. But also, he's in some episodes of Smallville as a Jason. 0_0 But I think he's best in Supernatural.. Dean kicks ass-
2nd.
Ever seen The Vampire Diaries? Well, you know one of the main dudes in that? I'm not sure, as I haven't seen it too much, and not for awhile.. I believe, the blonde boy, is the brother of Damien, who's a vampire. He's with the brown haired girl? [Blonde dude] Well, he's in Smallville, this very episode. I saw him..
"..What's he from, what's he from..Come on! I've seen him before!" Halfway through the episode, I figure it out. Clark knocks him down before he gets shot, then I realize.
"Ohhh!! The guy from The Vampire Diaries!!! =D" lol ..
And Clark from Smallville. He's in.. Well, Smallville.. and Cheaper By The Dozen 1 & 2. [I think he's in the 2nd..I don't remember]
He's probably been in other movies/shows, too- I just don't know.
So yep, that's who I know of so far.
I mean, I'm not saying actors/actresses can't be in several shows/movies, so I don't know why I'm suddenly excited by this now, when I never have been before.. 0.o
Anyway.. Seen Constantine? The awesome Demonic movie... Well, [first of all- Keanu Reeves ftw] the girl that acts as the uhh.. the fallen angel? Gabrielle? [Ryan and I both agree, it should've been played by a male, therefore being the arc-angel Gabriel, not a female.. Check out the movie Gabriel, by the way!] Well, I'm like, "..What else is she in?" Eventually, Ryan says something, and mentions Narnia.
"|Ohhh!! Narnia! Thats what I saw her in... " Yep..
Mm-k, thats it for now. x )
Thanks For Reading
X
Kiana
The Hacker & Sandwiches
OFFICIAL EDIT AT END OF POST!!
Mm-k, so I have returned..
So, first deal of business [I think thats what you say..] : The Hacker.
Well, you'd obviously assume its someone hacking into something, correct? Yes, thats true, in 1 sense. But what I mean, is.. The game. Online. Its called, "The Hacker". Its on
http://www.addictinggames.com/
What you're supposed to do, is just.. Hack into a computer, I believe. Only 1 problem. I have no idea what to do. Do you? The descpription says:
Game Information:
The Hacker +Favorite Author: DP Flashes
Description: Oh man, hacking into computers is so cool! This will totally get you a date to the prom. Well, a virtual date in a virtual world, but computerized social interactions are all the rage right now, right??
Instructions: Follow in game instructions.
Category: Puzzle and Board
But the actual game..A screen thing comes up and types in:
Welcome 847 to our new software!
I hope you had a great vacation, but now its time for you to learn our new hacking program.
We're behind schedule.....
Let's start with something simple, all right? __
And if you click on it, you can type something in. But- What the hell do you type in?! I've tried several things, and nothing.
So if you know, let me know!!
2nd:
Sandwiches..
Mmm, Toasted Tomato Sandwich. What is it?
Well, its simply toast..and tomato! You can add things like meat, or cheese, or whatever- if you'd like.. But I enjoy mine like so:
2 slices of toast [Whole wheat]
Approx. 2-5 slices of tomato
Salt & pepper
And voila! There you go. You now have a tasty, healthy sandwich. = )
Alright, thats it..
Thanks For Reading
X
Kiana
EDIT:
Ok! I have figured out what to do.. Just need to be quicker at the game, as you're timed.
Here's the exact steps on what to do, so if you don't know, no worries! I now do! 100% correct!
You'll be typing, but you need to type quick. After the "We'll take it simple, all right?" type the following [EXLUDING "1)" and "4)" etc]:
1) skip tutorial
2) connect 1.1.4.0
3) get ip
4) send trojanv4
5) 187.65.0.1
6) pancakes
7) send trojanv4
8) 4562
9) send letromo.exe
10) decrypt data
11) 65437
12) 65476
13) 65408
14) 65410
15) enter 187.65.0.1
16) shut down x45 database
And voila! Hope you enjoyed your hacking session.. = )
So far, my quickest is 107 seconds.. = /
But I'm working at it! =D
Mm-k, so I have returned..
So, first deal of business [I think thats what you say..] : The Hacker.
Well, you'd obviously assume its someone hacking into something, correct? Yes, thats true, in 1 sense. But what I mean, is.. The game. Online. Its called, "The Hacker". Its on
http://www.addictinggames.com/
What you're supposed to do, is just.. Hack into a computer, I believe. Only 1 problem. I have no idea what to do. Do you? The descpription says:
Game Information:
The Hacker +Favorite Author: DP Flashes
Description: Oh man, hacking into computers is so cool! This will totally get you a date to the prom. Well, a virtual date in a virtual world, but computerized social interactions are all the rage right now, right??
Instructions: Follow in game instructions.
Category: Puzzle and Board
But the actual game..A screen thing comes up and types in:
Welcome 847 to our new software!
I hope you had a great vacation, but now its time for you to learn our new hacking program.
We're behind schedule.....
Let's start with something simple, all right? __
And if you click on it, you can type something in. But- What the hell do you type in?! I've tried several things, and nothing.
So if you know, let me know!!
2nd:
Sandwiches..
Mmm, Toasted Tomato Sandwich. What is it?
Well, its simply toast..and tomato! You can add things like meat, or cheese, or whatever- if you'd like.. But I enjoy mine like so:
2 slices of toast [Whole wheat]
Approx. 2-5 slices of tomato
Salt & pepper
And voila! There you go. You now have a tasty, healthy sandwich. = )
Alright, thats it..
Thanks For Reading
X
Kiana
EDIT:
Ok! I have figured out what to do.. Just need to be quicker at the game, as you're timed.
Here's the exact steps on what to do, so if you don't know, no worries! I now do! 100% correct!
You'll be typing, but you need to type quick. After the "We'll take it simple, all right?" type the following [EXLUDING "1)" and "4)" etc]:
1) skip tutorial
2) connect 1.1.4.0
3) get ip
4) send trojanv4
5) 187.65.0.1
6) pancakes
7) send trojanv4
8) 4562
9) send letromo.exe
10) decrypt data
11) 65437
12) 65476
13) 65408
14) 65410
15) enter 187.65.0.1
16) shut down x45 database
And voila! Hope you enjoyed your hacking session.. = )
So far, my quickest is 107 seconds.. = /
But I'm working at it! =D
The Accidental Drink
This is what the top looked like ....
Except the foam was a bit thicker, like this- And it was beige foam/cream..
But by the way....There actually was a Coffee/Coke drink..
[Discovered this 42 seconds ago]
So, 2 days ago.. June 15th, I believe.. I made an "Accidental Drink" .. However, I should've tasted it, as it would've made this post a whole lot better.. But I didn't.
So anyway..
I was gonna make a coffee, and get a glass of Coke aswell. Well, lets just say..This is where it begins.
I had my Folgers, Instant-Coffee-Crystals and 2 tsp. of sugar, in the big cup, waiting for the kettle to finish boiling..
And I take a glass out, to pour some Coke, and drink that while I'm waiting.
I was talking to myself about something --forget what it was-- and.. I don't even realize I'm pouring the Coke into the cup with coffee crystals/sugar in it!! 0_0
I didn't realize what I was doing, until after the cup had been overloaded with this stuff.. Ok, not overloaded- Just full.
It looked like a... A latte of some sort. LOL!! Seriously! The Coke, plus the sugar, made a foamy topping, like- an inch thick!! All.. foamy....and foamy... [lol..] And it was a beige colour, aaand there were some coffee grounds ontop. So it seriously, looked like a decorated, fancied-up Latte or something! After I stopped pouring the Coke, I said outloud [Which I shouldn't, because its an abomination, but.. It was 2 AM, and this was serious]
"Ohhh my gawd!! I'm so fucking clueless!! I poured Coke, into the fucking coffee!!! WTH?!" And told my friend [Ryan]..
I went back to kitchen, was going to try it.. But I smelled it first, and..well...It smelled like- Coffee and Coke mixed.. So in the end- It smelled horrible. So I didn't drink it. Just poured the whole, thick-liquid-filled cup, down the sink.. Left that cup in the sink, got a new one, made a fresh cup of coffee, put the water/milk/flavour in, and voila. My coffee is ready, just too hot.. And I got some Coke in its own glass... And there we go. Mission Accomplished. [Kind of.. ; ) ..]
I should've taken a picture, but I didn't..So here's what it looked like the most [at top!]..
So whataya think? Have you ever done something this crazy? Have you ever had an Accidental Drink, and found it actually tasted good ? Let me know!!
Thanks For Reading!
X
Kiana
Monday, June 14, 2010
Omg, Another UTI ...
*Holds sides of head and spin it around, looking up*
Ohhh my gawd ....
I have .... another friggin' UTI !!
And geez, its as painful as Hell! I'm not kidding! Most people exaggerate and say "Omg, it hurts like Hell!" and its not true. For me though? Its damn-right true!! Seriously, its like...as hot as Hell!!
Ahh, the immense burning... Ohh~ *Almost throws up* ... = (
Seriously....
K, for those of you who have no fricken' idea of what the hell I'm talking about ..
UTI = Urinary Tract Infection.
Meaning, its an infection in your urinary tract. So- .. Its an infection in your..Bladder/Urethra/Vag area.. Mehhh..I hate saying those words... lol.
Anyway, here's the symptoms [Including Kidney-Infection Symptoms]
1) Immense, sometimes completely unbearable burning in the urethra/Vag. area..
2) It hurts to..well...pee, cuz you're infected..
3) Possible aches/pains in
-Back
-Sides
-Lower Abdomen [Around your gut-area]
4) Nausea
5) Fever
6) Blood in the urine
Ok, so thats the main symptoms [Pretty much all symptoms] of both UTI, and KI.. And let me tell you..Its absolutely, possitively- horrrrible!!! Hor-ih-bul!!!!!!!!!!!
As a young child [2-5] I used to always...always get UTI's, and no one had a clue why. I should've had an ultra-sound a lonnngg time ago to figure out the cause, but never did. So now, 13- I have to go back on June 28th, to get an ultra-sound.. I know they don't hurt, but I really don't want to go back.
1) I'm nervous
2) I hate doctors...
3) There's going to be 4 doctors for some reason, and my mom and stepdad 0_0
4) ..I'm not in the best shape. I'm not a super-skinny runway model you know..I'm....I've got a little weight, and I'm really embarrassed- I just can't seem to lose it. = (
So you just heard an embarrassment from me...
But also... I...Don't want to hear something unpleasant from the doctors.... ='(
So, yeah.. UTI's...terrible..Just- terrible. I'm f*cking serious!
If you've never had one.. You're lucky..GOD you're lucky!!! And I hope to God you don't get one!! Especially younger girls who don't understand what's going on.. Liiiiike- Me for example! I'd cry day after day, 24 hours..I hardly got any sleep because they were so bad..
Anywaayyy ..Yep.
And you're not supposed to have
-Sugary or acidic foods
-Pop of any sort
-Sugar
-Caffiene
-And no juice
So! For as long as this lasts.. You can only have tooonnnnnnnnsss of water. I'm tired of drinking something I absolutely hate- for 3 days straight now!! Water makes me feel sick..;
Butttttt!!! Biiiiggg ttiipppp!!
Take about 8 oz. glass of **warm** water, and mix 1/2 a tsp. of **baking soda** in with it... Drink it.. Trust me!! Its pretty much tasteless..After a few sips, you may feel a little sick. I did last night..But it helped me sleep, and it kept my pain off fromm... Midnight, to 1:50 PM today.. = )
But now..Because I had to..well... When you have a UTI, they make you pee in a bottle/cup/container, so they can test it for UTI ... [Its not that bad, just annoying, if you've done it over and over and over again, for years...*cough cough* .. like me.... ]
And so, I had to do that this time. But because I have depression, I'm emo, and I, well... I have alot of anxiety [not as much as my mom x ) ] I was rreeeaallly very worried to go there today!! ..And now, I'm very self-conscious about using the bathroom, or going out in a hot vehicle, in case "it" starts to burn again, or I have to go to the bathroom and can't get to one... Also, I'm in a very upsetting mood [Usually quiet and depressed..But sometimes- really ticked off as nothing] when I'm on my period.. And I flip out. "No! I can't go out to this and that place!! ... Huh? ...No reason.... "
Seriously. I'm verry nervous and such, and never tell a soul I have UTI, or ... on my period- Or something.. I- I lied today..I said I hadn't had a UTI for 4 years, but actually..I did just a few months ago at my grandparents house, when I still lived there. [I'm only 13, dont think I live in an apartment.. I just grew apart from my mom, and she wouldn't let me do anything, so I stayed at my g-parents for months after she'd moved out to live here w/ my stepdad] and I just...Literally, waited my UTI out, for 2 weeks. Thats terrrrible!! Seriously! I sat in the same position all day, rocking madly, until the pain went away [at night] ..
So yep. I lied..Should have told the truth, but I didn't, which could be causing more problems for me, as I may have a Kidney Infection, not just UTI, as the blood-in-urine, pains other than abdominal or urethra-burning, and nausea and fever, are symptoms of KI..
Sooo..When they do the ultra-sound [..Ughhh...Great... >.< ] they'll check everything out. [Sadly... ] I don't wanna do a test as if I'm preg--- Whooooaa... I just got a major "dizzy-spell" and nearly passed out, just now!! .. 0_0
ANYWAY, ENOUGH TALK WITH THE FUCKING UTI, ITS MAKING ME UPSET MORRRREE!!! >= (
Okkaayyy, so GUESS WHAT Muther-f- *BEEEEP* ... lmao....
[I was imitating Peter Chao]
Anyway, guess what peeeeepppss!!! I'M GETTING MY PS3 TODAAYYY!! And hopefully.... Modern Warfare 2!! GAAHHHHH!! Now I don't have to worry about "Omg mom, check out MW2... I gotta go to dads to play itttt!!" now I don't!!1 =D
*still rocking in chair* ... Mehhh..Those antibiotics don't seem to be working..at...all...after over an hour and- Wait.. I took one sometime around 3 ... So- OMG, 2 HOURS LATER, IT STILL HASN'T WORKED!!!! WHAT THE HELL ?!?!?
Anyway..
Yeeaahhh..even if you're not a Christian, or whatever...All I'm asking..Can you pleeeeaaasse pray for me?? Pleeeassee!! Uhh..Look!!
*hugs* I gave you a hug. Please pray? I'm despirate... =' (
Thanks!!
and thanks for reading!
x
kiana
Ohhh my gawd ....
I have .... another friggin' UTI !!
And geez, its as painful as Hell! I'm not kidding! Most people exaggerate and say "Omg, it hurts like Hell!" and its not true. For me though? Its damn-right true!! Seriously, its like...as hot as Hell!!
Ahh, the immense burning... Ohh~ *Almost throws up* ... = (
Seriously....
K, for those of you who have no fricken' idea of what the hell I'm talking about ..
UTI = Urinary Tract Infection.
Meaning, its an infection in your urinary tract. So- .. Its an infection in your..Bladder/Urethra/Vag area.. Mehhh..I hate saying those words... lol.
Anyway, here's the symptoms [Including Kidney-Infection Symptoms]
1) Immense, sometimes completely unbearable burning in the urethra/Vag. area..
2) It hurts to..well...pee, cuz you're infected..
3) Possible aches/pains in
-Back
-Sides
-Lower Abdomen [Around your gut-area]
4) Nausea
5) Fever
6) Blood in the urine
Ok, so thats the main symptoms [Pretty much all symptoms] of both UTI, and KI.. And let me tell you..Its absolutely, possitively- horrrrible!!! Hor-ih-bul!!!!!!!!!!!
As a young child [2-5] I used to always...always get UTI's, and no one had a clue why. I should've had an ultra-sound a lonnngg time ago to figure out the cause, but never did. So now, 13- I have to go back on June 28th, to get an ultra-sound.. I know they don't hurt, but I really don't want to go back.
1) I'm nervous
2) I hate doctors...
3) There's going to be 4 doctors for some reason, and my mom and stepdad 0_0
4) ..I'm not in the best shape. I'm not a super-skinny runway model you know..I'm....I've got a little weight, and I'm really embarrassed- I just can't seem to lose it. = (
So you just heard an embarrassment from me...
But also... I...Don't want to hear something unpleasant from the doctors.... ='(
So, yeah.. UTI's...terrible..Just- terrible. I'm f*cking serious!
If you've never had one.. You're lucky..GOD you're lucky!!! And I hope to God you don't get one!! Especially younger girls who don't understand what's going on.. Liiiiike- Me for example! I'd cry day after day, 24 hours..I hardly got any sleep because they were so bad..
Anywaayyy ..Yep.
And you're not supposed to have
-Sugary or acidic foods
-Pop of any sort
-Sugar
-Caffiene
-And no juice
So! For as long as this lasts.. You can only have tooonnnnnnnnsss of water. I'm tired of drinking something I absolutely hate- for 3 days straight now!! Water makes me feel sick..;
Butttttt!!! Biiiiggg ttiipppp!!
Take about 8 oz. glass of **warm** water, and mix 1/2 a tsp. of **baking soda** in with it... Drink it.. Trust me!! Its pretty much tasteless..After a few sips, you may feel a little sick. I did last night..But it helped me sleep, and it kept my pain off fromm... Midnight, to 1:50 PM today.. = )
But now..Because I had to..well... When you have a UTI, they make you pee in a bottle/cup/container, so they can test it for UTI ... [Its not that bad, just annoying, if you've done it over and over and over again, for years...*cough cough* .. like me.... ]
And so, I had to do that this time. But because I have depression, I'm emo, and I, well... I have alot of anxiety [not as much as my mom x ) ] I was rreeeaallly very worried to go there today!! ..And now, I'm very self-conscious about using the bathroom, or going out in a hot vehicle, in case "it" starts to burn again, or I have to go to the bathroom and can't get to one... Also, I'm in a very upsetting mood [Usually quiet and depressed..But sometimes- really ticked off as nothing] when I'm on my period.. And I flip out. "No! I can't go out to this and that place!! ... Huh? ...No reason.... "
Seriously. I'm verry nervous and such, and never tell a soul I have UTI, or ... on my period- Or something.. I- I lied today..I said I hadn't had a UTI for 4 years, but actually..I did just a few months ago at my grandparents house, when I still lived there. [I'm only 13, dont think I live in an apartment.. I just grew apart from my mom, and she wouldn't let me do anything, so I stayed at my g-parents for months after she'd moved out to live here w/ my stepdad] and I just...Literally, waited my UTI out, for 2 weeks. Thats terrrrible!! Seriously! I sat in the same position all day, rocking madly, until the pain went away [at night] ..
So yep. I lied..Should have told the truth, but I didn't, which could be causing more problems for me, as I may have a Kidney Infection, not just UTI, as the blood-in-urine, pains other than abdominal or urethra-burning, and nausea and fever, are symptoms of KI..
Sooo..When they do the ultra-sound [..Ughhh...Great... >.< ] they'll check everything out. [Sadly... ] I don't wanna do a test as if I'm preg--- Whooooaa... I just got a major "dizzy-spell" and nearly passed out, just now!! .. 0_0
ANYWAY, ENOUGH TALK WITH THE FUCKING UTI, ITS MAKING ME UPSET MORRRREE!!! >= (
Okkaayyy, so GUESS WHAT Muther-f- *BEEEEP* ... lmao....
[I was imitating Peter Chao]
Anyway, guess what peeeeepppss!!! I'M GETTING MY PS3 TODAAYYY!! And hopefully.... Modern Warfare 2!! GAAHHHHH!! Now I don't have to worry about "Omg mom, check out MW2... I gotta go to dads to play itttt!!" now I don't!!1 =D
*still rocking in chair* ... Mehhh..Those antibiotics don't seem to be working..at...all...after over an hour and- Wait.. I took one sometime around 3 ... So- OMG, 2 HOURS LATER, IT STILL HASN'T WORKED!!!! WHAT THE HELL ?!?!?
Anyway..
Yeeaahhh..even if you're not a Christian, or whatever...All I'm asking..Can you pleeeeaaasse pray for me?? Pleeeassee!! Uhh..Look!!
*hugs* I gave you a hug. Please pray? I'm despirate... =' (
Thanks!!
and thanks for reading!
x
kiana
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Simon Cowell Grants 5 Year Old's Wish
American Idol's previous judge, Simon Cowell, was always known to destroy the hope and aspiration of others. But over the past weekend, he let a 5 year old girl live her dream, before dying just days later.
Her name was Bethany Fenton, and Simon allowed her to sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, on the A.I stage, at the Britain's Got Talent finals.
After 'Fenton's performance, she told the Daily Mail, "Simon let me sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star to him. He's so nice, and I love him" . Being reported this, the little girl died just 4 days after her performance.
She had an inoperable brain tumor, and was having complications from it, causing the death of Bethany.
It was said she died in her mother and father's arms at the Helen House Hospice in Oxford, England.
She was said to be perfectly fine Sunday, the day after meeting Simon and singing TTLS to him.
Simon's rep said the British reality star was "so touched" by Bethany's performance, and was very distraught over her death.
She may have been just 5, but got to live her dream, and ambition: To meet Simon and sing for him.
She was a brave little girl, and may she be happy in Heaven.
Bethany Fenton
Death: Wednesday, June 9th, 2010.
R.I.P Bethany. You'll be missed.
Her name was Bethany Fenton, and Simon allowed her to sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, on the A.I stage, at the Britain's Got Talent finals.
After 'Fenton's performance, she told the Daily Mail, "Simon let me sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star to him. He's so nice, and I love him" . Being reported this, the little girl died just 4 days after her performance.
She had an inoperable brain tumor, and was having complications from it, causing the death of Bethany.
It was said she died in her mother and father's arms at the Helen House Hospice in Oxford, England.
She was said to be perfectly fine Sunday, the day after meeting Simon and singing TTLS to him.
Simon's rep said the British reality star was "so touched" by Bethany's performance, and was very distraught over her death.
She may have been just 5, but got to live her dream, and ambition: To meet Simon and sing for him.
She was a brave little girl, and may she be happy in Heaven.
Bethany Fenton
Death: Wednesday, June 9th, 2010.
R.I.P Bethany. You'll be missed.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Reminiscing Crazy Times
Spendaculous..
What the hell is Spendaculous........... My word! I kinda...at random, made it up out of no where, 20 minutes ago. xD LMAO..
I think its a mix-word, between Spectacular, Miraculous, Ridiculous .. And honestly, I was 'trying' to say Fantastic, I think.. [I was thinking of it] but then Spendaculous comes out. x )
I am hereby claiming spendaculous, as my, 100% true- word.. = )
Anyway...
1) .. My cat ..Murphy.. The crazy, orange/white 2 year old .. My brother came downstairs around 2AM once, and he opened the fridge.. He was making something. KD I think. And he opens the fridge and looks for whatever. First, takes out a Coke. And Murphy jumps ontop of the fridge, and lays on the fridge door. Yes, the door !! It was so hilarious, how he could stay on that "narrow path", and not fall off. =P
2) Tigger [cat, also orange.. ] decided to be an acrobat one day.. He climbed over the back of the chair, and had his front paws on my shoulder at first, then moved them over to my moms. We both kind of ignored him, cuz he always wants to be picked up .. And we didn't want to hold him at the moment.. So he turns around, and walks across the back of the chair. These are dining room chairs, btw. Wooden, with high .. "things" on the top "corners" of the chairs. Like an average D.R chair looks like... And he starts walkng across it, not caring how narrow THIS is [compared to the fridge door.. ]
Its this narrow [chair] : [----------] And Tigger was walking across that. x )
Fridge Narrow-ness: [---------------------------------------------] Thats... It...
xD
Crazzzzyyy cats.
3) Teddy Bear [Skinnnnnyyy, anime-eyed grey tabby .. lol, he has huugggge eyes] decided to jump from the dining room table, to the dresser/cabinet thing. Its the same height as the table, but its at least 4 - 6 feet away from the table.. Anyway, he decides to jump.. He's done it before, successfully.. But this time.... Ehh, not so successful.. He attempts to jump-- And- ........ He uhh ... Kinda failed, and rolled/flipped all around on the dresser/cabinet... He was ok tho.. But it was so hilarious.. I don't know exactly how to explain what happened- Him flipping and rolling all around, while trying to get up- Thats all I can describe.He gets up. Murphy attempts to, jumps over perfectly. Teddy just..watches him jump accross perfectly. LOL ...
4) "I believe I can fly!" .... "I believe --- ** Oooommphhh ** " .... One day ... When I was around 6 years old.. I attempted to jump off the back of the couch, believing I could truly fly .. I had a "cape" on my back [blanket] , balanced on the back of the couch, and ... Well ..... Jumped .... And .... *SLAM/BANG* .... I fell straight to the floor, hard.. And accidentally rolled into the wallunit beside me.. Shook it like crazy just from the fall ... That.. was friggin' hilarious.. I was ok, though. ^_^
5) Ok.. so when I first gained interest in yaoi [Shounen-ai actually] .. I decided to try and draw Cloud and Zack kissing ... [From Final Fantasy VII] .. And I was doin' goooood.. This was a few months before we moved here to this house.. We still lived at my g-parents house.. And my eldest brother Josh [almost 20] came over to help my mom and I get stuff from our rented-storage. And I just came along for the ride.. I was drawing, my brother helped my mom for a minute, and sat back down in the car.. Josh noticed me drawing.
"Whatcha drawing?"
"...0_0 ... Nothing!"
"Oh come on, what is it."
"Nothing!!"
"Show me! You're a better artist than me anyway.. "
"Nooo .... "
"Come on!"
My mom opened the door.
"Show him the picture,"
"..No... >= ( .... "
My mom starts talking to me, and I'm distracted from talking to her, and the book I was drawing in accidentally starts to slip from my hands, and Josh sees it. I notice, and pull the book back up closely to me. My mom walks away to close the storage.
"...I saw it... = ) ... " he said.
0 //// 0
^
[If that messed up..its supposed to be a shocked, blushing face]
.... "I saw the hair," ...
" .. O_O ...."
"..Thats not.. Zack kissing Cloud, is it?" But he was smiling.
" O_O .... *shakes head quickly right away* ... No!" ..........................
"Okaaay.. 0_< "
Lol ... He saw my shounen-ai picture.. But now- Everyone knows I write/draw yaoi .. My brothers-- I mean.. BrotheR .. Jake [almost 17] knows.. My stepsister [10, Tayler] knows .. She likes to read my stories, lol. My dad knows. x ) I think my stepmom knows. My g-ma knows.. And Jake stupidly told my mom I write yaoi, shounen-ai, gay stuff, incest, wincest .. She was a little sickened at first. But I won't stop writing!! Even after she's kinda told me to stop twice ... >.> ...
Because when I still wrote shounen-ai, and I was an expert-yaoi writer yet .. I wrote a short story of Zack X Cloud .. And ... I went to the bathroom, thinking my mom wouldn't touch my computer.. But she did, again .. And read my story. And just because I knew she had read it, I delayed to leave the bathroom for a good half hour. She fell asleep on her bed [mine actually, but she was using it, I had to use a twin bed @ my g-parents] .. And I'm like "..Thank God.... "
Next day, in the van, while driving.. Everything was calm at first.. Until she said,
"So.. " And I knew "Ohhhh boy, here it comes.. She read my story..This is it.. this is the end.. I'm in sooo much trouble.."
"I read your story... " 0_0 .. *gulp* .. *Heartbeat increases rapidly, I start to sweat and panic* .... I just wanna jump out of the van ...
"I don't approve of it.. at all ... Do you want me to have a girlfriend? *Shakes head* .. Josh or Jake to have boyfriends? *..Shakes head..But I realize now, as the ultimate-yaoi-fan, I kinda do... O_O ..* ... Do you want to be with a girl ? Or me to have a girlfriend and do stuff infront of you? *Shakes head* .. .... " But all the while, she was calm, and nice about it, smiling. Meanwhile for me, I'm either pale as a ghost, or red as a tomato .. Heartbeat unbearably [Or unbearingly? Idk .. ] fast ... sweating .. Extremely hot ... "Just kill me now.. " I think.
"..You shouldn't be writin' that stuff .. Its a sin ... If thats what you're gonna be writing, maybe you shouldn't write anymore.. Write your horse stories again, or your Final Fantasy 7- whatever.. Parodies, they were funny," yeah yeah.. I was panicky for 2 days and didn't write another shounen-ai story for at least 2 weeks. Then I got into the mood again, and thought "Screw this, I'm gonna continue, " and that has brought me to today, writing extremely heavily detailed yaoi stories. I think because that incident, I write yaoi stories. Not like she's gonna read any, but- Just to.. Idk.. Its not "prove her wrong" . Its not.. "show off" ..I dunno the word.. But kinda-- like. .. I DON'T KNOW, WHATEVER, WHO CARES, URUSAI! ......... 0_0
lol ...... Soo yeah, she read that story, and she must've forgotten completely about it, as she flipped out a little this time, [week ago] when Jake told her the things I write. I don't care if she knows. If I go to Hell, I go to Hell [Tho I don't want to!!] .. But hey.. God never said he was against men, did he? ... He wore a dress/robe, had long hair, and was around men. No, I'm not trying to be abominational, or cruel to God, nor am I telling him off, or anything.. God is God, yuh know? .. But seriously. I'm not saying he's gay either.. Cuz he's not. ^_^
Oh yeah.. the Bible says, apparently, that men shouldn't have long hair or dress as a women, but Jesus did.. But it doesn't matter anymore. Things change, people change- Rules change, and people don't even follow the rules anymore..
Alright, enough with the religious talk. ; )
6) .. Just happened less than a minute ago. I talked to my mom on the cell, and then another random number called as soon as I hung up from her.
"Kevin Porchina" .. Whoever the hell that is ... So I don't answer it of course, and I press End, to stop the ringing sound.. Next .... When the answering machine goes, He doesn't leave a message [but of course] So I slam the phone down [kinda] say,
"Fine! Be evil like that ... Unknown Person!!" x ) I was just foolin' around. I wasn't upset or anything, ; )
--omg, he called again.. lol.
7) ... Last December, for my 13th birthday.. I got a cake in the face. x )
By Josh of course. xD And Jake. Both sat either side of me, and just.. took a handful of icing, and *wham* .. Right in the face. My face was plastered in icing and cake. ; )
I ♥ Josh .. And.. I suppose I ♥ Jake too .. ; )
And thats all I can remember for now. If I come up with any more, I'll edit this. = )
Thanks for reading.
OH YEAH .. My mom [and I] are gonna sue this random company, for false advertisement.
"Everyday is a happy day" the sign said .. Pff ... No its not.. >.>
<=' ( LOOK AT ME, COMPANY, LOOK AT ME!! DO I LOOK HAPPY TO YOU?!? EVERYDAY IS NOT A HAPPY DAY, JACK@$$' !!!!!!!
x ) lol ..
X
Kiana
What the hell is Spendaculous........... My word! I kinda...at random, made it up out of no where, 20 minutes ago. xD LMAO..
I think its a mix-word, between Spectacular, Miraculous, Ridiculous .. And honestly, I was 'trying' to say Fantastic, I think.. [I was thinking of it] but then Spendaculous comes out. x )
I am hereby claiming spendaculous, as my, 100% true- word.. = )
Anyway...
1) .. My cat ..Murphy.. The crazy, orange/white 2 year old .. My brother came downstairs around 2AM once, and he opened the fridge.. He was making something. KD I think. And he opens the fridge and looks for whatever. First, takes out a Coke. And Murphy jumps ontop of the fridge, and lays on the fridge door. Yes, the door !! It was so hilarious, how he could stay on that "narrow path", and not fall off. =P
2) Tigger [cat, also orange.. ] decided to be an acrobat one day.. He climbed over the back of the chair, and had his front paws on my shoulder at first, then moved them over to my moms. We both kind of ignored him, cuz he always wants to be picked up .. And we didn't want to hold him at the moment.. So he turns around, and walks across the back of the chair. These are dining room chairs, btw. Wooden, with high .. "things" on the top "corners" of the chairs. Like an average D.R chair looks like... And he starts walkng across it, not caring how narrow THIS is [compared to the fridge door.. ]
Its this narrow [chair] : [----------] And Tigger was walking across that. x )
Fridge Narrow-ness: [---------------------------------------------] Thats... It...
xD
Crazzzzyyy cats.
3) Teddy Bear [Skinnnnnyyy, anime-eyed grey tabby .. lol, he has huugggge eyes] decided to jump from the dining room table, to the dresser/cabinet thing. Its the same height as the table, but its at least 4 - 6 feet away from the table.. Anyway, he decides to jump.. He's done it before, successfully.. But this time.... Ehh, not so successful.. He attempts to jump-- And- ........ He uhh ... Kinda failed, and rolled/flipped all around on the dresser/cabinet... He was ok tho.. But it was so hilarious.. I don't know exactly how to explain what happened- Him flipping and rolling all around, while trying to get up- Thats all I can describe.He gets up. Murphy attempts to, jumps over perfectly. Teddy just..watches him jump accross perfectly. LOL ...
4) "I believe I can fly!" .... "I believe --- ** Oooommphhh ** " .... One day ... When I was around 6 years old.. I attempted to jump off the back of the couch, believing I could truly fly .. I had a "cape" on my back [blanket] , balanced on the back of the couch, and ... Well ..... Jumped .... And .... *SLAM/BANG* .... I fell straight to the floor, hard.. And accidentally rolled into the wallunit beside me.. Shook it like crazy just from the fall ... That.. was friggin' hilarious.. I was ok, though. ^_^
5) Ok.. so when I first gained interest in yaoi [Shounen-ai actually] .. I decided to try and draw Cloud and Zack kissing ... [From Final Fantasy VII] .. And I was doin' goooood.. This was a few months before we moved here to this house.. We still lived at my g-parents house.. And my eldest brother Josh [almost 20] came over to help my mom and I get stuff from our rented-storage. And I just came along for the ride.. I was drawing, my brother helped my mom for a minute, and sat back down in the car.. Josh noticed me drawing.
"Whatcha drawing?"
"...0_0 ... Nothing!"
"Oh come on, what is it."
"Nothing!!"
"Show me! You're a better artist than me anyway.. "
"Nooo .... "
"Come on!"
My mom opened the door.
"Show him the picture,"
"..No... >= ( .... "
My mom starts talking to me, and I'm distracted from talking to her, and the book I was drawing in accidentally starts to slip from my hands, and Josh sees it. I notice, and pull the book back up closely to me. My mom walks away to close the storage.
"...I saw it... = ) ... " he said.
0 //// 0
^
[If that messed up..its supposed to be a shocked, blushing face]
.... "I saw the hair," ...
" .. O_O ...."
"..Thats not.. Zack kissing Cloud, is it?" But he was smiling.
" O_O .... *shakes head quickly right away* ... No!" ..........................
"Okaaay.. 0_< "
Lol ... He saw my shounen-ai picture.. But now- Everyone knows I write/draw yaoi .. My brothers-- I mean.. BrotheR .. Jake [almost 17] knows.. My stepsister [10, Tayler] knows .. She likes to read my stories, lol. My dad knows. x ) I think my stepmom knows. My g-ma knows.. And Jake stupidly told my mom I write yaoi, shounen-ai, gay stuff, incest, wincest .. She was a little sickened at first. But I won't stop writing!! Even after she's kinda told me to stop twice ... >.> ...
Because when I still wrote shounen-ai, and I was an expert-yaoi writer yet .. I wrote a short story of Zack X Cloud .. And ... I went to the bathroom, thinking my mom wouldn't touch my computer.. But she did, again .. And read my story. And just because I knew she had read it, I delayed to leave the bathroom for a good half hour. She fell asleep on her bed [mine actually, but she was using it, I had to use a twin bed @ my g-parents] .. And I'm like "..Thank God.... "
Next day, in the van, while driving.. Everything was calm at first.. Until she said,
"So.. " And I knew "Ohhhh boy, here it comes.. She read my story..This is it.. this is the end.. I'm in sooo much trouble.."
"I read your story... " 0_0 .. *gulp* .. *Heartbeat increases rapidly, I start to sweat and panic* .... I just wanna jump out of the van ...
"I don't approve of it.. at all ... Do you want me to have a girlfriend? *Shakes head* .. Josh or Jake to have boyfriends? *..Shakes head..But I realize now, as the ultimate-yaoi-fan, I kinda do... O_O ..* ... Do you want to be with a girl ? Or me to have a girlfriend and do stuff infront of you? *Shakes head* .. .... " But all the while, she was calm, and nice about it, smiling. Meanwhile for me, I'm either pale as a ghost, or red as a tomato .. Heartbeat unbearably [Or unbearingly? Idk .. ] fast ... sweating .. Extremely hot ... "Just kill me now.. " I think.
"..You shouldn't be writin' that stuff .. Its a sin ... If thats what you're gonna be writing, maybe you shouldn't write anymore.. Write your horse stories again, or your Final Fantasy 7- whatever.. Parodies, they were funny," yeah yeah.. I was panicky for 2 days and didn't write another shounen-ai story for at least 2 weeks. Then I got into the mood again, and thought "Screw this, I'm gonna continue, " and that has brought me to today, writing extremely heavily detailed yaoi stories. I think because that incident, I write yaoi stories. Not like she's gonna read any, but- Just to.. Idk.. Its not "prove her wrong" . Its not.. "show off" ..I dunno the word.. But kinda-- like. .. I DON'T KNOW, WHATEVER, WHO CARES, URUSAI! ......... 0_0
lol ...... Soo yeah, she read that story, and she must've forgotten completely about it, as she flipped out a little this time, [week ago] when Jake told her the things I write. I don't care if she knows. If I go to Hell, I go to Hell [Tho I don't want to!!] .. But hey.. God never said he was against men, did he? ... He wore a dress/robe, had long hair, and was around men. No, I'm not trying to be abominational, or cruel to God, nor am I telling him off, or anything.. God is God, yuh know? .. But seriously. I'm not saying he's gay either.. Cuz he's not. ^_^
Oh yeah.. the Bible says, apparently, that men shouldn't have long hair or dress as a women, but Jesus did.. But it doesn't matter anymore. Things change, people change- Rules change, and people don't even follow the rules anymore..
Alright, enough with the religious talk. ; )
6) .. Just happened less than a minute ago. I talked to my mom on the cell, and then another random number called as soon as I hung up from her.
"Kevin Porchina" .. Whoever the hell that is ... So I don't answer it of course, and I press End, to stop the ringing sound.. Next .... When the answering machine goes, He doesn't leave a message [but of course] So I slam the phone down [kinda] say,
"Fine! Be evil like that ... Unknown Person!!" x ) I was just foolin' around. I wasn't upset or anything, ; )
--omg, he called again.. lol.
7) ... Last December, for my 13th birthday.. I got a cake in the face. x )
By Josh of course. xD And Jake. Both sat either side of me, and just.. took a handful of icing, and *wham* .. Right in the face. My face was plastered in icing and cake. ; )
I ♥ Josh .. And.. I suppose I ♥ Jake too .. ; )
And thats all I can remember for now. If I come up with any more, I'll edit this. = )
Thanks for reading.
OH YEAH .. My mom [and I] are gonna sue this random company, for false advertisement.
"Everyday is a happy day" the sign said .. Pff ... No its not.. >.>
<=' ( LOOK AT ME, COMPANY, LOOK AT ME!! DO I LOOK HAPPY TO YOU?!? EVERYDAY IS NOT A HAPPY DAY, JACK@$$' !!!!!!!
x ) lol ..
X
Kiana
Horrible Pains ...
Mehhhh ... I have a horrible headache again..
Btw: I have a headache each time I post something on here. I have at least 1 headache, every .. single .. day. I don't think I've gone a day without headaches for a good 3 months, or more.. Like, a headache a month is ok, and normal I suppose. But a headache everyday of your f*cking life ?! Thats unreal..
I get horrible headaches, severe migraines, neck/shoulder aches, jaw aches, nose aches! I also have "cheek aches", hand/wrist aches, back aches... Omg, so many aches.... Aswell as just-above-the-eyeball -ache.. And arm aches [Around the elbow area].
This is really a pain in the @$$ !
I'm under quite a bit of stress .. With my dad calling "Send it in yet, send it in yet? Why not? -- You told me that last time I asked you.." -He's asking me if I've sent in my first unit for homeschooling in yet [Yes, this late.. My mom slacked to get my books until mid-April] .
Also, with the actual schoolwork. Its verrry easy [I'm in grade 8-- its grade 4 work... ], but I just can't seem to concentrate. And I try to get as much work done as possible in a day.. Also with all the friggin' distractions I have!
1) The loud A/C
2) The noisy fishtank [The water dripping and the .. engine-type thing in the back]
3) The tv [Allllways on... *cough cough* ... Richarrrddd .... --stepdad-- ... ]
4) People talking
5) People walking around alot
6) Cats on the table constantly
7) The conscious mind not wanting to work at all, and forcing my mind to work ... >.<
And more problems. Its verrrry annoying, and headache-causing. Also gets me very upset and frustrated. My stepdad obviously doesn't realize, doesn't care, or just plain to clueless to understand, I need quiet!
But no.. I'm trying to work on my work, he sees me looking stressed... Yet he goes into the living room [Only room he's ever in... ] --which is right behind me, or beside me.. Open concept, no doors-- turns on the tv loudly, and watches that damn show again.. F*ck you, Smallville!!
...Can you tell I hate Smallville now? Pfff! * smallville. Doesn't deserve capitalization. Yep, I hate it. I used to watch it occasionally on tv. Now that he has it, instead of Supernatural- And watches like- 5 episodes everyday, hogs the tv allll ...dayyyy ... And I have to listen to that stupid song over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. ... Every...day..
"Somebody saaaaavvvvvve meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ......... " ~_~ HATE IT !!!
So yeah, thats delt with.
When I get headaches, I get fiesty, and eviL. But not as rude as others... *Glares at stepdad*
[Actually, he's at work, lol.. ]
--- Sooo ... I got a horrible headache.. No medication. Well, I do have pills n' stuff, I just don't know where they are.. I have a bottle of ibuprofen I believe- I just don't know where that is, nor do I know where my mom keeps her ibuprofen, tylenol, advil, etc... And she won't answer her cell .. >.<
I always suffer from severe headaches, and severe migraines.. And have to live-it-out, 'til it goes away.. [Which it doesn't .... ]
I spend day after day, in so much pain. Not just from headaches, either.. My knees hurt alot, too.. >.<
Aah, I hate my life ...
FML ...
"Somebody killlllllll meeeeeee ... " -Lol. MY "Ha-ha-ha, Smallville sucks" parody.. ^_^
Anyway.......
Oh yeah.. I can't even play piano when I want to either.. 'Cause I can't during the day, my brother sleeps all day... >.> ..
I can't after 6 PM, because my stepdad comes home and turns on the tv the second he gets in the door and doesn't leave the tv until about 9 PM, when he goes to bed.. And I obviously can't at night/3AM, cuz everyone but my brother and I, are asleep ... Can't listen to music either! I play some musiiccc .. I'm enjoyyyyinnngg ittttt .. When- Oh! Richard's home..Better turn it off, as he walks into the living room with the tv on loudly .. He's been living herrrre forrr ... 2, 3 months? And he's been married to my mom for.... one week? .. Hey... thats a movie.. Anyway, Yeah, 1 week. My mom says she's gonna kill him, lol. She told me to write a humour story, about "The marriage that lasted only 1 week" .. x )
I myself, am tired of these things that happen.. Pisses me off... >.> ..
So anyway.. I'm gonna listen to music loudly .. And I mean screamo and emo, and heavy metallll .. Not quiet, peaceful stuff .... xD
Then I'm gonna drink my coffee, eat my white-cheddar KD .. play GTA: San Andreas ... And voila ...
x )
K, thanks for reading. ; )
X
Kiana
Btw: I have a headache each time I post something on here. I have at least 1 headache, every .. single .. day. I don't think I've gone a day without headaches for a good 3 months, or more.. Like, a headache a month is ok, and normal I suppose. But a headache everyday of your f*cking life ?! Thats unreal..
I get horrible headaches, severe migraines, neck/shoulder aches, jaw aches, nose aches! I also have "cheek aches", hand/wrist aches, back aches... Omg, so many aches.... Aswell as just-above-the-eyeball -ache.. And arm aches [Around the elbow area].
This is really a pain in the @$$ !
I'm under quite a bit of stress .. With my dad calling "Send it in yet, send it in yet? Why not? -- You told me that last time I asked you.." -He's asking me if I've sent in my first unit for homeschooling in yet [Yes, this late.. My mom slacked to get my books until mid-April] .
Also, with the actual schoolwork. Its verrry easy [I'm in grade 8-- its grade 4 work... ], but I just can't seem to concentrate. And I try to get as much work done as possible in a day.. Also with all the friggin' distractions I have!
1) The loud A/C
2) The noisy fishtank [The water dripping and the .. engine-type thing in the back]
3) The tv [Allllways on... *cough cough* ... Richarrrddd .... --stepdad-- ... ]
4) People talking
5) People walking around alot
6) Cats on the table constantly
7) The conscious mind not wanting to work at all, and forcing my mind to work ... >.<
And more problems. Its verrrry annoying, and headache-causing. Also gets me very upset and frustrated. My stepdad obviously doesn't realize, doesn't care, or just plain to clueless to understand, I need quiet!
But no.. I'm trying to work on my work, he sees me looking stressed... Yet he goes into the living room [Only room he's ever in... ] --which is right behind me, or beside me.. Open concept, no doors-- turns on the tv loudly, and watches that damn show again.. F*ck you, Smallville!!
...Can you tell I hate Smallville now? Pfff! * smallville. Doesn't deserve capitalization. Yep, I hate it. I used to watch it occasionally on tv. Now that he has it, instead of Supernatural- And watches like- 5 episodes everyday, hogs the tv allll ...dayyyy ... And I have to listen to that stupid song over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. ... Every...day..
"Somebody saaaaavvvvvve meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ......... " ~_~ HATE IT !!!
So yeah, thats delt with.
When I get headaches, I get fiesty, and eviL. But not as rude as others... *Glares at stepdad*
[Actually, he's at work, lol.. ]
--- Sooo ... I got a horrible headache.. No medication. Well, I do have pills n' stuff, I just don't know where they are.. I have a bottle of ibuprofen I believe- I just don't know where that is, nor do I know where my mom keeps her ibuprofen, tylenol, advil, etc... And she won't answer her cell .. >.<
I always suffer from severe headaches, and severe migraines.. And have to live-it-out, 'til it goes away.. [Which it doesn't .... ]
I spend day after day, in so much pain. Not just from headaches, either.. My knees hurt alot, too.. >.<
Aah, I hate my life ...
FML ...
"Somebody killlllllll meeeeeee ... " -Lol. MY "Ha-ha-ha, Smallville sucks" parody.. ^_^
Anyway.......
Oh yeah.. I can't even play piano when I want to either.. 'Cause I can't during the day, my brother sleeps all day... >.> ..
I can't after 6 PM, because my stepdad comes home and turns on the tv the second he gets in the door and doesn't leave the tv until about 9 PM, when he goes to bed.. And I obviously can't at night/3AM, cuz everyone but my brother and I, are asleep ... Can't listen to music either! I play some musiiccc .. I'm enjoyyyyinnngg ittttt .. When- Oh! Richard's home..Better turn it off, as he walks into the living room with the tv on loudly .. He's been living herrrre forrr ... 2, 3 months? And he's been married to my mom for.... one week? .. Hey... thats a movie.. Anyway, Yeah, 1 week. My mom says she's gonna kill him, lol. She told me to write a humour story, about "The marriage that lasted only 1 week" .. x )
I myself, am tired of these things that happen.. Pisses me off... >.> ..
So anyway.. I'm gonna listen to music loudly .. And I mean screamo and emo, and heavy metallll .. Not quiet, peaceful stuff .... xD
Then I'm gonna drink my coffee, eat my white-cheddar KD .. play GTA: San Andreas ... And voila ...
x )
K, thanks for reading. ; )
X
Kiana
France McDonalds Welcomes Gay Customers
McDonalds' in France welcome and accept gay customers. They've even created a gay-friendly commercial.
http://video.yahoo.com/watch/7596746/20153482
I really love the video, personally. I think its cute, and very respectful to those of homosexuality.
Scroll down to read "Anniina" 's post, or read it here.
" So sweet, awww!! This made my day. That guy looks way too cute. Keep smiling! Oh I wish this wasn't just a commercial, I'd love to see what happens next! xD "
I'd love to see what happens next too. ; )
But yep. This is the french commercial, created gay-friendly, and I think its very nice they did this. As I said, very respectful, too. Also quite sweet. ^_^
Just thought I'd share that, also, to save the link for myself.
X
Kiana
http://video.yahoo.com/watch/7596746/20153482
I really love the video, personally. I think its cute, and very respectful to those of homosexuality.
Scroll down to read "Anniina" 's post, or read it here.
" So sweet, awww!! This made my day. That guy looks way too cute. Keep smiling! Oh I wish this wasn't just a commercial, I'd love to see what happens next! xD "
I'd love to see what happens next too. ; )
But yep. This is the french commercial, created gay-friendly, and I think its very nice they did this. As I said, very respectful, too. Also quite sweet. ^_^
Just thought I'd share that, also, to save the link for myself.
X
Kiana
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
BJD ~ What Are They?
BJD. What are they? Have you ever heard of them?
Well, from the pictures, you can 100% tell what they are.. Or at least, you should. They're just..
Dolls.
BJD stands for Ball-Joint Dolls.
And just because they're dolls, doesn't mean only children 10 and under can have them. Actually, owners of these amazing dolls should be a few years older anyway. Many teens, even 20 year olds- Have these outstanding dolls. And because they're ball-jointed, and very-detailed, etc- Younger children should not have their hands on these..
But anyway~
Aren't these just amazing? Hand-crafted, mostly Asian countries.. And they're just beautiful things.
I really wish I had one. Or- more like ... 20! =D
..I love these things sooo much.. I love my voodoo doll to death, ever since I got it [week ago] .. And I'd love these dolls even MORE.. I'd do almost anything to have one.
They're sooo expensive though. Prices range anywhere from $20 - 1000. Maybe more! Most of them are above $200 though. I think they are pretty much worth it.. But the price should be brought now. You could buy a PS3, which could last so long.. Or you could get a BJD. Either one, same prices. I honestly think that's ridiculous.. But I still adore these things. Here's a link of one out of many sites that have them. [Its a very expensive site]. And I even have a page open for you'se. I think this doll is very- cool looking. ^_^[If the page of the black/white haired dude doesn't show up, don't worry about it.. Just take a look at these]
So.. Would you want one of these? Would you sacrifice something for these?
Thanks for reading!
X
Kiana
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