~Updates, Joy, Winter, New Years~

Hello all!

So, how are y'all?! I am well..

Christmas ended up being pretty kewl.. ^^;

I Got:
1) Black/white polka-dot PJ pants
2) A Black shirt [I assume it goes with the pants =) .. ]
3) A Chinese/Japanese torso-kimono and 2 fans
4) A rare and limitd Indian charm bracelet  [There's only about 30 ever made.. Once they're all sold, they're done for good. I'm no. 17!]
5) 2 packs of "hand warmer" things.. black.
6) An expensive gold ring with a light blue heart in the centre, and then a few jewels on either side..
7) Grey Converse! From the top, its dark grey, then fades to white as it goes down to the sole of the shoe.
8) A pair of black gloves, and black/white striped gloves, with the tips of them cut off
9) Around $150 [+ the $60 I got for my birthday]
10) Assassin's Creed II [My awesome brother bought it =D .. ]
11) DEVIL MAY CRY 4!!!!!!!!!
12) ...Shaving cream, razors, toothbrush............. Lol
13) Lindt Chocolate, Toblerone Chocolate, JellyBeans >.<, and Life-Savers...
14) A virtual kiss under a virtual-mistletoe ; )      [Ryan, of course]
15) ...Another hair straightener... [I've had a 2" one for about 3 years, and I got the InStyler for my birthday..And now, another one.. 1" wide one.... But this one'll help for straightener-curls!]
16) 2 books =) ...

<< Hush, Hush // By Becca Fitzpatrick >>




                   << Cresendo // Sequel to Hush, Hush // By Becca Fitzpatrick>> 



So there you have it. Hush, Hush..  and Cresendo. = )

So that's what I got... ^^

~~

Next!

Mm, doesn't this book look good? I just found it on Google...

                                                      

It looks awesome!! So does the guy ; ) ....

Mm... Have you ever heard of the Wizard of Oz.. re-make movie? It's called Tin Man. And it's awesome..

I saw part of it on YouTube, as Ryan was watching it and linking it to me.... But then, after 8 parts, it was done.. And that still about 40 minutes from the movie, so that was helpless.... But now, months later, ITS ON TV. xD

Zero ... aka, "Mystic Man"...AKA The Wizard of Oz!!.......  he looks like my Aunt's dad's fucking CLONE.o.o;

Hmm, Eskidelia [DG 's -----Dorothy Gale----- evil sister] is hoottttttt.......... xD

... I stopped typing that for about 20 minutes. I'm still watching this awesome movie [Its really long.. Like, 3 or 4 hours]

... I need more Coffee. Yes, more coffee!! I need it now!!! >.<

I guess I'll have to wait for this movie to finish.. That should be another good 2 hours... >.>

I love this scene!! When Cane's sleeping in the wagon.. And Glitch is sitting at the end of the bed, and they're both talking. I could make it innuendo in seconds.... x )

Lol, Glitch says something funny when Cane starts drifting off to sleep again...

And then, when Glitch goes all kung fu on the police dudes and Cane's like "Ooooh.... Oh.... "  and then Glitch jumps him against a wall... xDD

... Hmm, we have awesome new Canadian Heritage commercials now.. Aha!! I'm getting a History lesson and enjoying it!! xDD

Sispakway.. Indian for "Sugar".. *o*

So anyway.. I will now go find something to eat [maybe.. I still might wait to go until the movie's done... Even though I'm starving..

HAHAHA, if you watch the Space channel, you're bound to have seen the Star Wars Christmas commercial! Its so funny!!! Darth Vader got fluffy white slippers, and a Stormtrooper got blue/white striped socks... I don't know what the other guy's are called... xDD

So. I am going to go now. I have nothing else to say.

I'll post a blog on New Years Day, or shortly afterwards. I'll be at my dad's .. >.> Ohh joyyyy...... -_- ..........

I REALLY HOPE WE GO OUT FOR SUPPER ON SATURDAY, SINCE ITS NEW YEARS!!! ON NEW YEARS, WE SHOULDN'T BE AT HOME --Or at my Dad's-- DOING NOTHING AND EATING CRAPPY FOOD.. o.o;

So, yep. I shall now go.

Mmm, the smell of oranges in winter around Christmas [even if after Christmas] .. I don't know, it suits it, yet.. I don't know, I'm confused!!

WE HAVE NO FUCKING SNOW HERE... >= (  ....

We have a teeny-tiny bit on the grass/yard.... But barely enough to even cover it.. On Saturday, its raining.. [Oh great...] .. BUT!! Canada's expecting a huge storm.. [Only problem.. It could destroy our country D'=> .... meaning, we could all die... If it gets as bad as the storm in The Day After Tomorrow.... We're dead. No chance on living. O_O;; ....

OMG, I've got an attraction to Cane. It gets stronger each time I see him.. Especially with that black leather outfit, with Glitch...... *¬* .....................

Mm, I have 2 wristbands on my wrists, the black hand-warmer things, both of my rings [each on a ring finger], my indian bracelet~ ..... And I also have a tattoo............. xD Not real..Not yet = P

Its a black heart [thick black outlining], with small black angel wings... And the heart has pinkish-red rimming the inside, then I used a bit of water to smudge it to the centre.. and underneath~ It says "Aishteru". Which means, "I love you".. = )

IT LOOKS REALLY KICKASS, AND REALLY REAL!!! =)

ALRIGHT!!!! i"m going now...

Thanks for Reading!!

If you got to here.................. You're amazing. Because that's aLOTTTT that I typed!

~Kiana

～メリイクリスマス！～ Happy Holidays! [Japanese]

みんな、こんいちわ！　

あ、だから！クリスマスは2日間でです！あなたが興奮していますか？私ではない... = (

"なぜですか？” ... だって。。。。

１）　私が得ている内容を正確に把握。¬_¬；。。。

２）　我々は何をやっていない..

3)   私の義姉妹は、私たちとされます。 ¬_¬

そして、他の多くの理由。。。。

。。だから！日本人ともうたくさんだ！　ｘD


Hm, so, English-viewers... What did I say?


I said:


"Hello, Everyone! Oh- So!! Christmas is in 2 days! Are you excited? ..I'm not. = ( ... "Why?" ... Because... 
1) I know what I'm getting
2) We're not doing anything..
3) My [stupid] stepsister is with us....
-And many other reasons..... So! Enough with the Japanese! xD"


Hmmm- So, yeah. 'Not excited, happy, or enthusiastic for Christmas. = /


~So, today! Aha, I stopped typing this after "And many other reasons". Right after I typed that, I went out for 6 hours xDD


Where? To Wal*Mart, Zellers, Dollarama, Eastgate [huge mall], and The Beer Store.


I went with my eldest brother [he came to pick my other brother and I up] and we went Christmas shopping. Well, Josh was shopping [eldest-brother]... We were just tagging along [and picking something out for ourselves, because Josh didn't know what we wanted xD]


I got Assassin's Creed II. = )


Do you find it odd, that me, the insane Final Fantasy ~Lover... Chose AC2, over Final Fantasy XIII?!?!? o.o;;


Aha, oh well.. I don't really want to play it. I mean, yeah, its super kewl and shit~ But... I don't know. Assassin's Creed appeals more to me, all the time. Though Square Enix makes the best games!!! xD [Mostly]


Hmm.... Something I knew would happen for a long time:


-Stepsister has 7 presents under our tree. 5 huge ones, 1 super huge one, and 1 small one. >.>
...And of course, my brother and I have 2 tiny things. I have an uber-tiny box, and a very small box  specifically for clothing.


1) Its probably something stupid, the wrong size, and/or useless [whatever's in the clothing box]
2) Its probably a gay-ass, cheap necklace or ring or a friggin' gift card [in the tiny box]


Oh!! A rule in a Christmas Gift-Idea Forum!!


"The worst gift to give to your kid is a gift card. Its cheap, its small, and it can make the receiver feel like they're not important or not worth much, since it's such a small and easy gift".. 


~Something similar to that, anyway.


So!! 


I'M GETTING DEVIL MAY CRY 4 FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! =D  !!!


That's one thing I'm uber-excited for.. So then, I get 2 ps3 games- I'm getting a pretty ring from my Grandma / Grandparents.. Only problem~ My grandma refused to get it in the size of my left-hand middle finger. >.> She bought it for the size of my left-hand ring finger............ >= /


Yes, I'm happy about it, and thankful to have it, but I have having rings on that finger, I don't want a ring on that finger [unless I'm married], I'd much more prefer to have the ring for my middle finger, like I've wanted for the past 4 years~ and... The ring I'm getting looks better on my middle finger. >.>


Aw well...... 


So I guess this is the end of this blog-post... T__T


I wish you all a Merry Christmas; and Happy New Year!! ♥




~Kiana

Its My Birthday..... And I'm Crying?

Konnichiwa, minasan.........

So today's my birthday.. 14th Birthday.

And I'm crying. I never slept last night, again [I haven't really slept for the past 2 or 3 weeks..] ..

I started crying like mad earlier, because my "boyfriend" Ryan texted me and was like "*kisses u* Happy Birthday, Amber-channnn!! Daisuki!" .... So I was like "Ooh, yay!"  But then he came online minutes later, and started saying a bunch of uber-sweet things to me, like..

When you take a bouquet of 11 roses and look into a mirror, you're staring at 12 beautiful things.


And

*looks into your eyes* You are always beautiful to me, in my eyes, no matter how you dress, what you choose, or whatever you may turn out to be. I love you..


And this one! ;___;

*hands you a bouquet of roses, 11 real, 1 fake* I will love you 'til the last rose dies.. 


I just started crying like crazy, tears running down my face, at, like.... 100 kph ..........

Not too long ago, I started watching a bunch of sad videos, now I'm watching: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEJfSrIVbmU&feature=related ---and just because of the song, my knowledge of the movie and the point of the video [but mainly the song], I just broke down crying agian!!

Also, knowing that.. My mom and dad are fighting in court, everyone hates each other, my eldest brother hates my mom~ .... And nothing..... nothing.. has been done for my birthday in the past 3 years.

I reminisce, how my brothers', grandpa's, grandma's, stepdad's, uncle's, mom's, whatever-- birthdays were celebrated in a fun way! Like, streamers were put up all around the house, a big cake was bought, happiness was within everyone, and most of my family was here...

But everytime my birthday came around, someone either didn't say a single thing to me, or just said "Happy Birthday, Miss," and then went on with what they normally do everyday.

My mom [what seemed, carelessly-] said "happy early birthday" around 2 am, then went up to bed.. My brother came down to show me his haircut, and to make food, around 3:45 am.. He never said a thing. But then again, he never does..

My stepdad came downstairs, and annoyingly said "Good morning" then went on his laptop..

My dad called and said happy birthday last night~

But mainly, I've only truly been told "Happy Birthday" by online friends!

One, my gay friend "Rune" said Happy Birthday a day or two ago, on DeviantART ... Then Ryan ["boyfriend"] said it.. He gave me a lovely gift, though..

Many virtual hugs, kisses, sweet words, and he, um.... showed me his "something" on camera... O_O

But anyway, it sucks! I've told ALL of my dA contacts Happy Birthday when their birthdays rolled around, but they don't return it? .... >.>"

So yeah! I'm emotional.. I want to go up to my room with my laptop, watch depressing videos, listen to sad music, and cry while hugging a pillow on my bed. I want to cut my wrist again, too! ....

I guess... I'm thinking about my past, what I've lost, and what I've gained.. And how things are..

If someone were to ask me, "Do you like the Present, or would you rather go back to the Past?" ... I'd choose, my Past. My Past was so much better than now......

My parents weren't arguing as much [they've been divorced for 11 years, btw], I didn't have a stepdad with an OBNOXIOUS daughter [Stepdad's not the issue, his stupid daughter is] ... If I go back far enough, I could say-

I lived a normal, happy, cheerful life. I wasn't severely depressed, I wasn't Nocturnal, or Vampiric, or an Insomniac... I wasn't crying over school everyday [The 2nd half of my grade 7 year took place where I live now, in Hamilton, and it was the worst ever.. I had no friends, my teacher was a bitch...etc], I wasn't crying several times a day [or week or month... Around 3 months ago, I used to cry every night]

And you know what? .. I don't know about this, but who fucking cries and mourns on their 14th birthday, while listening to sad music, thinking of a sad past, and looking at a site to join the Canadian Army???

Just kill me now.. I don't care if I won't ever get to drive, ever get to join the army, ever get to go to Japan~ .... I just want to die.... But then I remember that statement:

~When you feel like giving up, just remember why you held on for so long..~  

And I start crying again.....

So, would you do me the honours... And cheer me up, or kill me....?   TT_____TT


[P.S... Not to mention, the fact that my stepdads practically ignoring me --though I don't necessarily mind--, and he's freaking out --swearing-- over the game he's playing]



XxReianxX                       [My emo/2nd alias name]

Going Away!

Yo!

I used to blog things all the time, now I  like.. Never do. WTF is up with 'dat? O_O


Anyway. Yeah! I'm going away. Not very far, not like Japan- ... Just Chatham. Chatham, Ontario. 3 hours away from where I am.

Why? Cuz its my birthday on the 9th [of December] and I'm going to Chatham on the 11th to "celebrate it", aaannddd!! ... To see my best friend!!! = D

I ish so excited. She says "I cannnnnn't wait, KiKi!!" everyday, about me coming to see her. ^^;

So yeah. I'll blog about it when I'm there, 'cause I'll most likely be bringing my laptop with me. Yeah, that's a definite. I'll bring it with me.

I need SOME form of entertainment for 3 hours! Like everyday!!! Except.. we'll be driving/moving, so then, its like.. Epic? o_O

Omg, my stepsister, the 2 year old bratty one who whines a million times a day about the stupidest things? She says "epic" now, because I do. O_O

So! I have not fucking SLEPT in almost 10 days straight. O_O

Thats probably why I've been absolutely freezing for 10 days ... >.>

I think I have insomnia. I can't sleep anymore!

I gradually got worse and worse over a VERY short period of time.

When I was young, I went to bed from either 7 pm - 9 pm. Around the age of 9-12, I went to bed from around 9 pm - 11:30 pm. Then, I started on midnight, then 1, then it alternated between 11 pm - 2 am ..

Then, slowly, 2 - 3 am .. Then 4. Then back to 1. Then back to 4! That alternated for MONTHS.. And then, I started going to bed at 4:30 everynight. Couple months ago, I started going to bed around 1:30, but after a month, it stopped. Then I didnt get to bed 'til 5. Then 6, and 7. Now, I either don't sleep at all anymore, or I dont sleep until fucking... 10 am. >.>

Its realllllyy annoying, that I can't sleep anymore. >.<


But anyway.. I have had alot of Coke in the past week! xDDD

I LOVVVVVVVE Coke. And yaoi!! ♥

Yeah, thats it.

Oh! Check out my videos on YouTube if you haven't already. http://www.youtube.com/777kiana

BTW, I do have Twitter, if you want to follow me. Kiana_777, I think I am on there. ^^

'Later!



X Kiana

Story Review -The Fallen: The Fallen and Leviathan-

Konnichiwa, minasan!

Ok, so.. This isn't actually a review, because I'm nowhere near done this inch thick book.. I'm only in the middle of Chapter 4 [They are really long chapters D= ..]

Well... I just wanted to say... how awesome it is.

There's a dude named Aaron in it, ok? And he has strange dreams [I forget what of, I started the book/first chapter a couple months ago, been having major delayed time to read it] all the time, and~

Well, he's a Nephilim. Nephilim means "Fallen". So, in other words, Aaron is .. basically, The Fallen~ A Fallen Angel. [I should write a story called The Fallen Angel *gets a million ideas within 10 seconds*]


Anyway.. Aaron can understand, and speak ANY language, even if he's never heard of it before, or has even learned it. Like, there's this girl in the story, whom he liked, and she goes to his school. She speaks Portuguese. Aaron has never learned that language before, but he can understand what she and her friends are talking about, and he's spoken to her in the language before, without knowing he was doing it 'til Vilma [the girl] said something.

Another time, he was at a library shaped like a shoe or something... No, that was before the library.. He was inside, and this dude was staring at him. He soon comes over to Aaron and speaks to him in another language [I forget which one, I think its the Biblical language, called tongues.. ---I've heard it in person, too.. Its strange....How? I was a Christian and forced into church for 12 years, and at the last church, the best church, we went to; we often had services with alot of praise and worship and strong, heartfelt sermonous words and beautiful piano-music... That it caused some people to go to the front in prayer at the Altar and cry with praise as they spoke in Tongues---] and Aaron could understand him, responding in the same "language"..

Um... He can also understand animals. Again, i.o.w., if his dog, Gabriel, barks, he can understand what he's saying. Right now in the story, he and Gabriel are back at that shoe-shaped building [Aaron called it the Common], outside playing with a tennis ball.. And Aaron's playfully teasing the dog *Gets yaoi-innuendo ideas...*, and whatnot~ And everything that Aaron and Gabriel are saying, its making me laugh / smile, because its funny, and cute.. I'll write down a bit what's going on..

'What was I thinking?' Aaron scowled to himself. He pulled back and let the tennis ball fly. 
Gabriel bounded across the common in hot pursuit of the bouncing ball. "Get ball," he heard the dog day in an excited, breathless voice as he grew closer to capturing the fluorescent yellow prize. It was a beautiful spring morning, with just the hint of winter's cold that only begrudgingly begun to recede a few short weeks ago. The wind still had a sharpness to it and he zipped his brown leather jacket a little higher. Gabriel cavorted with the ball clenched tightly in his mouth. Since his strange ability to communicate with the dog manifested, Aaron was amazed at how little it took to make Gabriel truly happy: a scratch above his tail, a piece of cheese, calling him a good boy. Simplicity. 'It must be pretty awesome to get so much from so little, he mused as he watched the dog gallop toward him. "Give me that ball," Aaron demanded, playfully lowering himself into a menacing crouch. Gabriel growled; the muscles in his back legs twitched with anticipation. Aaron lunged and the dog bolted to avoid capture. "C'mere, you crazy dog," he said with a laugh, and began to chase the animal. There was a part of him that really wasn't too disappointed they hadn't seen the old-timer [A.N: The guy who spoke to Aaron in tongues... That's the old-timer Aaron's referring to]. It meant a reprieve from serious thoughts of recent events, the weird questions with probably equally weird answers that he wasn't quite sure he was ready to hear. He snagged Gabriel by the choke chain around his neck and pulled the growling beast toward him. "Gotcha," he said as he leaned close to the dog's face. "Now I'm gonna take that ball!" Gabriel's growl grew louder, higher, more excited as he struggled to free himself. Aaron grabbed the spit-covered ball and pried it free from the dog's mouth. "The prize is mine!" Aaron proclaimed as he held the dripping ball aloft. "Not prize," Gabriel said, able to talk again now that the ball had been removed. "Just ball," Aaron wrinkled his nose in revulsion as he studied the slime-covered ball in his hand. "And what a ball it is," he said. He watched the dog's head move from side to side as he tossed the ball from one hand to the other. "Bet you want this real bad," he teased. "Want ball bad," Gabriel responded, mesmerized by its movement. Aaron made a move to throw it, hiding the ball beneath his arm, and the dog shot off in hot pursuit of nothing. He laughed as he watched Gabriel searching the ground, even looking up into the air just in case it hadn't fallen to earth yet. "Yoohoo!" he called to the dog. And as Gabriel looked in his direction, he held the ball up. "Looking for this?" Surprised, the dog charged back toward him. "How you get ball back?" he asked with amazement. Aaron smiled. "Magic," he said and chuckled. "Magic," Gabriel repeated ina  soft, canine whisper of wonderment, his eyes still stuck to the ball. The dog suddenly became distracted by something beyond Aaron. "Who that?" he asked. "Who's who?" Aaron turned around.


And there you go! That's about 3 and half pages, that I typed while reading the book [Didn't look at the screen while I was typing.. I was looking at my book while typing xD .. ]


Ha ha, you don't get to know "who that is". >=D


If you reaaalllyyy wanna know, though~ I could tell you, if you ask. ^^


Anyway.. Yeah, it's a good book. Now, I'ma go get an ibuprofen and motion-sickness pill, because my stomach really hurts. = /


And then, I'ma eat my cup o' noodles and drink mah epicly-delicious coffee!! 


Later, people!



X Kiana

Happy Happy Happy!! ^ω^

I am happy happy happy!!


Why? Because!! Because I'm gettin' stuff. Onliiiinnne.. ^ω^


I ish gettin' stuff from the epic Cosplay.com!


If you go to Cosplay.com, on the top, there's a tab that should say "Marketplace". Click it! Scroll down. There's "Recent Offers" or whatever, then Random Offers. Always look at the Random offers. Once you're done with the few offers there, click "More". Its REALLY fun. I was up until 9 am yesterday looking at it [from 4 am] xD


And now, I have a HUGE list of stuff I want to get.. Reallllllyyy badly.. So! I showed my mom! She thinks I'm silly, because I finally found a plushie-rabbit; The one Ryuichi has in Gravitation.. And a hat just like it.. But she said, "Tomorrow, we'll order some stuff" about an hour ago. So I am superrrrrrrrrr excited!!!!! ~Because its all so awesome, and I love it, and I want plushies, Cosplay stuff, Yukatas'/Kimonos', mangas/animes, and much more!!! 


So wish me luck that I get some decent stuff!! I'll post some pictures once [and if] we order and receive them.. ^ω^




X Kiana ♥

~ Deep Meditation ~

Hey..

So.. Right now. I am sooo relaxed ..... |- )

I love psychic-like things, the paranormal, and many related things. I've had deja vu, ESP, mind-reading, and a little audiovoyance since i was 6 or 7.

Around 2 months ago, I performed a technique, to remember a past life. It was so amazing, even if I ended up falling asleep. [I was laying in a dimmed living room, on a very comfy-couch, and I was already tired when I started]

So, after not really doing anything on psychic-things, last night, I jumped back into it. Today.. Oh my..

Just 10 minutes ago, I ended a very ... deep ... meditation.

Its hard to explain what it felt like. All I can say is... "AMAZING".

Its like a Dream-State, yet! -You're not asleep. I calmed myself so much, that all sounds around me [except the light breathing of some cats around me], and my own quiet breathing-- Had faded. And my body fell asleep.. But my mind stayed alert. Or vise versa... 

I was 'gone', let's say. I was sooo far gone. It was so peaceful and amazing. I don't remember exactly what I saw, but what I saw, was truly fantastic. I calmly told myself "I'm going farther... and farther.. Thats it, I'm gone. I am gone so far ... " and then, eventually, it all started to fade out, and I became a bit more aware. It was so dark, and awesome.. I felt like I was waking up. I told myself "Oh. Here we go. Time to wake up now," then I told myself I didn't want to, I wanted to stay that way forever. I guess that's kind of what its like in a NDE [Near Death Experience]..

But I had to wake up. So I slowwwly woke up, slowly opened my eyes. The room was fairly dark now. I checked the clock.

5:40.

I don't remember exactly when I started, but I know it was at least an hour or 2 ago.

And when I woke- I felt so amazing. A bit tired, but refreshed, verrrrry calm, and I felt like I'd literally- Been gone for years.

= )

So try it. It feels wonderful, and its so amazing.

I'm going to definitely be trying it on a regular basis.

Tips:

-You need to be in a very quiet room.
-To quiet your mind, focus on your breathing. How it goes in and out, SLOWLY.. Then, start counting down slowly from 20 to 0. Imagine the details of each number, and how they're shaped. I only did it twice, and I was already starting to "go".
-Its better to sit cross legged, back straight, on a floor in a spacy, yet quiet room.
-Do not listen to music or have any form of distractions near you. Quiet allows you to come intact with your inner-self, and your psychic-side.

Everyone has something psychic about them.. It just takes a bit of time to release it.


x Kiana

Coffee vs ... Coffee?

Mm, hello~

So. I felt like posting this, because I find it unusual, annoying, and rather stupid how some doctors, and just normal humans' think coffee is "so bad", when other doctors and other humans' think it to be the "best, healthiest thing in the world". But you may ask, what side am I on?

I don't necessarily like taking sides, so I try to avoid it, but I always end up on 1 side. ¬_¬

Well, in this case, I'm agreeing with the people who claim its super-healthy and the best. Because that's what I think. Well, I know its not super-healty, but it is the best, to me. Other than Coke and Wine of course ; )

Ever sign into MSN, and in the Today box, there's something about coffee being "unhealthy"? When, around a month or 2 later, another coffee-topic'll come up, but it'll be titled something similar to "Coffee = Most Beneficial Drink?".

If you find that annoying, then you found the right topic on it.

I've read so many coffee posts, its not even funny~

And all those stereotypes... How many times- Seriously, how many times, have you gone to school, or something, and heard kids or whatever saying "Coffee's super-bad, it stunts your growth!" ?

Let me tell you. Its false. If it was true, then I'd probably still be 4'10" or 5' still. But- Nope. I'm almost 6' feet tall, and I'm still growing taller. So try and go against that. However, I do have a bit of an advantage towards that.. My dad's tall. 6' -something. My mom's kinda tall too. I'm the same height as her. My brothers' and Uncle are really tall, too. They're all, like- [other than my mom] 6 and 1/2 feet tall.

But hey, I've been drinking coffee nearly everyday since I was 3. THREE, people! xD

Some say, if you drink coffee, even once, as a child, it'll screw up your mind. ¬_¬ Another false thing. If anything, it made me more intelligent.. Even though I constantly deny that I'm smart at all. [I skipped 2 grades and always get 94+ on my report cards.. And I helped my mom with gr 12 work when I was in gr 4, and I just wrote my bf's college work, and I'm in gr 9 now]

But anyway, back to coffee, lol! xD

Well. I wanted to post this, because I saw this, in MSN's Today. http://lifestyle.ca.msn.com/health-fitness/diet/ee-article.aspx?cp-documentid=26013907

One thing that's a sure-fire win to get some people to stop thinking coffee's bad [unless they're real pessimists. Like me.. ], is this:

"To most people, when you mention coffee, the first thing that comes to mind is caffeine. But in fact, coffee contains an assortment of compounds, many of which may be beneficial. Like other plant foods, the coffee bean is chock full of a variety of phytochemicals - disease-fighting compounds."

See? It contains phytochemicals. Now, I already knew that, but reading it in another person's topic-post, was pretty nice. Its nice to know some people know the true facts on coffee.

Apples, red wine, tea and chocolate are also good. Its a good like I like each thing. Except tea. I've never liked tea. But if I really wanna relax, I'll make one. Its only about once a year, or once every other year, that I'll actually drink tea. But I like apples, I love red-wine, and.. Ok, another lie, I'm not a fan of chocolate, lol~ I avoid chocolate. One, its often too sweet, two, its weight-inducing, three- my teeth are very sensitive to it. Ow!

Another thing..

"A number of large studies of population groups have linked drinking coffee - both regular and decaf - to a considerably-reduced risk of developing type 2 diabetes."

So drinking coffee for almost 11 years, has remarkably reduced my chances of getting type-2 diabetes. And that's good, considering my Grandpa has diabetes, and some other family members I don't think I ever met [before they died..] had it, too. My stepdad has it, too, but that wouldn't effect me, because we're not blood-related.

Wow.. 11 years. Lol, I've never actually calculated how long I've been drinking it for. Since its not 11 years yet, I can celebrate for drinking it for 10 Years. Oh, thats a band/artist, lol..

Oh!! READ THIS:

"In one study from the University of Minnesota, more than 28,000 women were followed for an 11-year period to see the link between the development of diabetes and how much coffee they consumed. Compared with women who reported drinking no coffee daily, women who consumed six or more cups per day had a 22% lower risk."

See, right there, it says so many women did an 11 year study on the percentage of how much coffee they drank, to see if it reduced any risks of diseases/diabetes. So there you go! My risk is lowered by 22% after 11 years, and including the other things I consume that reduce the risk, probably gives me an approx. of 53% lower risk.

How does this work? The phenols in coffee/caffeine, improve/induce more insulin. Now, if you're diabetic, then you should know, you need to inject insulin to .. Well.. Keep living. So having natural insulin, decreases risk.

But another downside, as stated in the link I gave, is that it boosts cholesterol levels. Drinking over 8 coffees a day can make your cholesterol-level quite high. Sometimes even soar, and that's not good. So if you take pills to lower cholesterol, or only limit yourself to 4 coffees max, then you should be good.

Anyway, I'm done talking about coffee, I can't think of anything else to say. xD

If you're a coffee lover, and would like to test your knowledge, check out this quiz!
http://ca.delish.com/food-fun/quizzes/coffee-shop-lingo-quiz?click=main_sr

I only got 4 questions right. I'm an "Espresso No-Go". But hey! I've always made my own coffee at home, I don't go to Cafe's or Starbucks or anything. No one'll take me... >.>

However, I do love Starbucks [Been there once], and I've been in a few cafe's/beside them. I wanna go to an Internet-Cafe. But the point is- I don't visit places that use Coffee-Talk, that's why I failed the quiz. ; )

Anyway..

Tell me what you're doing for Halloween! = D

x Kiana

Simcoe Fair!!

Hi People!!!


OMG.. Awesome!!! I just got back from our Simcoe Fair that goes on EVERY YEAR, on the weekend of Thanksgiving. = D

My family goes there every year. We didn't go for about 2-4 years, but we finally went again this year. xD

SO. They used to have this ride, The Gliders, there.. And it was my favourite ride for a few years. If you're not sure what I'm talking about, look it up. "Gliders fair ride" at Google.

So anyway.. They didn't have this, this year.

I didn't even notice, lol! Not until my Grandma had mentioned it while we were waiting for a Concert to begin. [Country singer with her band.. Jodi- something. Just came out with a new album. Unmistaken or something]

Ooh, I went on THE POLAR EXPRESS, mannn!! Totally awesome ride!!

I lovvve this ride sooooooo much!! xD

Its just so fantastical! And kewwwllll .. Because it was just my grandparents and I who had went this time, my grandma and I went on every ride alone. [Gpa was too chicken xD]

So.. She sat on the outside, I sat on the inside [near the enlightened middle thingy] and.. Because it goes so damn fast, my hands were red from holding the bars so tightly, to keep from sliding into my Grandma, but the force was tooooo strong, and.. I failed. I slid into her... T_T.... LOL!! xD

Ooooh, now WAIT for it............................




Thee Best........... My New Favourite Ride............ TOTALLY FREAKIN' AWESOME--

Ladies & Gentlemen, Please Welcome:



The Fire*Ball!!!

THE BIGGEST, BEST-EST, MOST AWESOME RIDE AT THE SIMCOE FAIR~

And its *new* !! It takes over The Gliders' spot..

And- HOLY SHIT, IT FEELS LIKE I'M UPSIDE DOWN ON IT RIGHT NOW.. xD

So yes!!! The seats go to the left [backwards] first... Then front.. then back higher.. then frontwards higher.. THen back to HAND UPSIDE-FREAKIN'-DOWN FOR ABOUT... TWELVE SECONDS D=

.. Then it goes back DOWWWNNNNNNN , front wards.. It almost goes to the other side, but then it goes back again.. I think it goes back forewards again, and UPSIDE DOWN, AND AROUND... O_O .. About 6 times, then it STOPS upside down again [and because I like the same seat, 16, in the middle [16 is facing the right of the ride, in the placement in this picture], I am completely upside down..... O_O;;;;;;; ... ] .. And the opposite way [around / loops] a few times, then it slows down. I went on twice with my Grandma during the day, and 2 more times ALONE .. xD

Once when the sun had almost set.. So it the sun was still shining [low] and stuff... Then around 9 pm.

AWESOME.

GOD I thought I was gonna fall out!!!!!!! O_O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

And- That upside down feeling..Its making me feel sick, weird, and my eyes feel like they're gonna fall out [like on the ride] and I'm getting a headache... >.< ......

OOOH.. At the concert thingy.. We sat in the bleachers/stands for about 2 and 1/2 hours... ¬_¬ ....

God, it was freezing out there... My gma bought me a black, SUPER soft/furry blanket.. If I didn't already mention that, LOL.

So yeah.. Was pretttttyyyy fun.

And Ohhh, the boys.. Sooo many BOIZ there!!! Alot were pretty cute.. ; )

OMG I SAW 2 BOYS HUGGING. TWICE!! ONE HUGGED 2 GUYS. 2ND TIME WAS A FRIGGIN' ROMANTIC HUG.. But they're not gay.. ToT ... They had gf's... D'x

Oh well. I gotta go, I don't feel so wellllll, lol. Plus its late, and I'm tired.

GOODNIGHTERZ..

LORD OF WAR

Ooh, I  haven't blogged for awhile..

I just want to say..................



OH MY F*CKING GAWD, I AM WATCHING LORD OF WAR **RIGHT NOW** !!!!!

Lord Of War is a movie Jared Leto stars in! KYAAAAAAAAAAAA, I FINALLY GET TO SEE A MOVIE WITH HIMMMM!!!!!!!!!!   8-DDD


Totally awesome, people!!

K.. Bye.

YAY FOR HALLOWEEN @ MY DADS HOUSE!! [My mom never let me celebrate it]



Edit: 11:11 PM ....


= ( . .... *sniffles* ..... <= (   .............. <=''( . ..............

D''x

Noooo! Jared died!! ... I  mean. .i knew he was going to, but... It just seems .... so ..... so much more sad, after seeing the entire movie................. I'd kill that man who did it..........

TT_____TT

Expression: <= ( 
Eyes: Filled with tears, but none fell..
Nose: Sniffling....

T_T"

All StepMania Sites To Be Banished ???

What's going on here ?!

Seriously!!

It seems like every.. single... site, to download StepMania songs, other than the main StepMania site: StepMania.com ..... Are being shut down!!

I mean, bemanistyle.com used to have a section to download any song you wanted .. But they took it out. So now the site's absolutely useless..

I used to go to FlashFlashRevolution.com, literally, 24/7, because they had basically any song you could imagine, aswell- But once I downloaded the game for my friends on their computer [They admired my playing and wanted to try it out]. I found out the site was shut down!!

So today, I decided "wth", because my eldest brother put it on a disc with some awesome songs.. But I can't seem to find it.. So I just installed it onto my stepdads laptop, and searched online where to get songs ..

Someone suggested ddruk.com ... So I went there, and it takes you to the forums first... Now this site's being f*cking shut down, September 12th!!


If any of my readers have played StepMania, and know where to get awesome songs, please tell me.. Because once ddruk.com 's gone...

Its hopeless. There's no more sites to download StepMania songs... D=

I love this game, soooo so much.. My eldest brother Josh found it, and introduced it to us about 3 years ago.. I gradually went from Standard to Challenge, and I'm really kickass at it now, but..

If these sites are permanently shut down-  I could never play the game again.

I mean, the main StepMania site has really useless song-packs.. I don't want their lame packs of songs... I want songs I love.. I want songs worth playing to, not stupid... J-Pop or techno .... x P


So if any of my readers can help me out...

PLEASE DO..




   [2 wks late O_O]

That's basically the only reason females suck..

And that's all I guess..

Higschool starts in 4 and 1/2 days!!! =D

But the late-period issue is a problem.... = /




kthxbye.

X
Kiana

Clex and Museums

Oh... My....FG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was 3/4 through a blog post, and then my stupid internet decided to be a fucking douche, and go back a page, then screwed up, and wouldn't go back to my post.

Upset? Yes... This is the 5th time now!! *Very Ticked Off*

Anyway.. *Trying to calm down*...

Those who read my last post, know I said I was posting this one right away..

If you're new to my stuff, hello and welcome. *Place Forced Smile Here*

Yeah, sorry... Pretty upset this happened again.. but anyway.


I'll skip half of what I already said, which was pointless anyhow..

So Clex. What is it.. I think I already said this, but my life's so... Stupid now, I don't even know what I post anymore.

Anyway.. Clex, is the Slash Pairing of Clark and Lex from the TV Show, Smallville. *Smiles Finally*

See how fast my mood can change.. ???


Yeaaaahhh, Clex is awesome. = P

Someone said online Lex doesn't come back in Season 9, but my mom says he does, yet she's never seen it..

But he leaves the show 'cause he doesn't wanna be on it anymore. O_O

That makes me a sad panda!!! D'=

'Cuz I heart Lexxxxxxxxx.... And Clark, but... Now there's like, 5 new people. One including "Tess" who kinda took over Lex's place, and now that Lex is gone at the moment, and his dad's dead [Lex killed him] Tess, and a bunch of other's took over their mansion and are living there.

I hate Tess!!!!!! I'll kill her, wring her neck!!  [Sp?]

Anyway! Off that topic now..

Uhhhhhh ...

I shoulda posted this like, 2 weeks ago, but I didn't.

Did I tell you people [Who read this] I was going on a trip to Toronto with my grandpa?

Wow, "going on a trip" makes it sound so far away... >.> ... "So far awayyyy, So far awayy ________ " Yeah, I don't know the lyrics [Far Away ~ Nickelback].

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. So yeah!

Went to Toronto. Without major traffic [which there always is], it takes about an hour and half to get to Toronto from Hamilton. = P

So I spent the entire day there.. Was quite boring, to be honest. The museum... Omg, the museum was hell. Seriously!! Those of you who are planning on going to ROM.. Or, Royal Ontario Museum... DON'T GO. I'm serious, it fucking sucks.. Unless of course, you're interested in walking around a 4-storey building all day, looking at what seems to be, mostly pots.

Lol... When I came home that night [11 PM] I  told my mom the entirrrre trip, every little unimportant detail... Which took 2 hours... In a very odd voice. xD

She was annoyed. xD  But it was funny..

Anyway. Yeah, we make jokes about me wanting a stone now..

What the hell, you may think.

Well..

While we were in ROM, we passed a gift-shop or 2, and there was this huge bin of shiny stones/rocks. Different colours.. He continuously [Grandpa] asked me "Do you want a rock? .... Are you sure? You can get 2! .... Are you sure you don't want a rock? ... Possitive?"  Omfg, it was so friggin' annoying!! D=

So yeah.. By the time we left, I was exhausted.. But 3/4 through, we went all the way to the 1'st.. No, 0'd floor.. Lol, 0'd... Anyway, yeah. To get a Coke, and a bag of cheezies for Gpa. I drank half the Coke in 10 minutes.. Then we got up, walked around some more, and finally left. = D

Yes, I was happy to leave.. I was soooo tired, and bored.. The place is lame! To me anyway..

But!! I did get some souvenirs.

I got a turquoise diamond.. =D    Its soooo awesome, and looks super-real.

I also got this tinnnnnnnnyy [seriously, its very small] bottle of golden flakes. Real gold.. Compressed into tiny flakes, sold for $1. I think.... ; )  LMFAO.. Anyway, yeah. It was made in Brazziillllll... Or was it Austrailia.... I don't remember! But anyway, yeah, got that. If I can find a picture, I'ma show you!

I found one!!

This is pretty much what the diamond looks like...

Yep!!!


And now onto the uhh... Gold flakes. If I can find a picture.. = P















Wow, that was easy.. I searched "Gold Flakes in bottle" and TONNNS of results of the exact thing I have came up.

Here!!!  = D

VOILA!!

Like it?!

Yep, I have the exact same thing, only mine still has it's tiny string around the "cap" with a super-tiny card saying what it is, and where its made.

= )

Yep, so I got this, and that diamond.

= D

Pretty nice, eh?





Ok, so that's pretty much it..

I should go now, do what I have to on the internet, and... Yeah. Get school-supplies list completed, and my Sears-Wishbook list done, too. [I think the Wishbook sucks this year... But maybe that's because I'm almost 14, and don't find anything interesting anymore........ Nahhh, the book seriously sucks this year.]


OMG I WANNA PLAY GUILD WARS......

I miss their awesome music, and the kickass gameplay..

Anyway, I must go. But before I do~

Here's a song.... That Michael ROsenbaum sings [Lex]..

With a guitar~ ; )

You....

Freakin' Whore..

Why don't you just go an use your own phone?

You freakin' whore..

Why don't you just go and live alone~

Hey there's the door!

.. Your complaints test my restraints, I'd like to kill you~

--You pussing sore..

Why don't you go and shoot yourself,

I imploy/implore you~

You freakin' whore, you!!

Whorrrrrre-o-o-orrrrrre......

You're just a freaking...

Whore...


I've listened to it probably 50 times by now.

Wanna listen for yourself???

Starts around 1:03: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tpwzg0gcmW0

But you could watch the whole thing.. The first part's funny. ; )

See, its true! Clex! Clark and Lex, or.. Tom and Michael. xD

'K, g2g now.


X
Kiana

Cat Hates Justin Bieber

Oh my gawd, this is funny..

This cat, apparently hates Justin B. Hmm, I wonder why... *Ponders That* 

Watch and see why I say this..

http://video.ca.msn.com/watch/video/cat-hates-justin-bieber/2j2yi4lu

I would've posted the actual video for you to watch, but.. Blogger.com wouldn't let me sign in to update my old account to the newer version [It said my account didn't exist, yet, I'm signed in right now! 0.o ]

Anyway.. Just check out that link if you haven't already, its pretty funny..

I'd say, "Uptop!" to the cat. xD

If you agree, comment below.

And I'm sure most, if not all of you, have heard of, or seen the video of Justin getting hit in the head by a water bottle. Though some say, it was a pack of SourPatch kids, wrapped in a white T-Shirt.


[I feel like a Journalist or news reporter]


I found it awesome... = P


So anyway! I'll post a new .. Blog-Post, with updates and shit. Check it out.. = )


X
Kiana

5 AM, Bored~

HELLO..

So I'm somewhat hyper, but not really.

I'm at my grandparents right now, which is the only reason why I'm posting this at 5 AM.....

Ok, actually, it 4:40 AM. But who cares..

Josh is on his computer up on the main floor, Jake's down on his in the basement, which is where I"m supposed to sleep, so... I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. >.>

Anyway..

Yeah. I'm bored. Blah blah blah...

And... Nowww Josh is off the computer and .. On the couch. So now what should I do?

Hang around here for awhile more, go sit elsewhere, or.. Go downstairs and sit there and do nothing???


Ahhhhhhhhhh....

Anyway, uhh ..

I'ma go get something to eat, for sure. 'Cause I'm hungrryyyyy.... Very hungry.

And ooh, I have this odd feeling I used to get at Dad's house.. Here.

So...

HIGHSCHOOOOOOOOL..

Yep! I'm going back to school, meaning.. I'm going to Highschool! Haisukuru..

Did I not already blog about this?

Anyway..

What Am I Doing: I'm watching Zoey 101 online... >.> .. <.< ...

What Am I Drinking: Nothing.

'Eating: Nothing, but I'm starving..

Feeling: Somewhat weird, in pain [back] and yeah.

And.. I'm just gonna .. Leave now. = P


Later guys..


X
Kiana

Quick Updates

Hiya people..

Mmmmm~ So how're you all doing? .. You know... I know, that no one really reads this whatsoever, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop entering these posts... Its fun... And those of you who are reading... It may be.. Something... Interesting to read? It passes the time.. *Shrugs*

And it also helps me out.. It lets me:
1) Get my feelings out
2) Calm down somewhat
3) Remember things

Yes, it helps me remember certain things. Some posts on here? I've only posted them because I wanted to remember something.. = )

Anyway!

Updates..

For those of you who do read and enjoy it, and come back often..

Sorry I haven't posted anything lately.. Been having some problems [Not with internet, with me], plus, I just don't have anything whatsoever to write about. Nothing exciting.. Nothing fun... = (

Anyway... [I wonder how many times I'm going to say "anyway" in this post.. ]

Aaah...

So, I got a UTI.. One month later, it returned.. I had leftover anti-biotics [I missed 2 days?] so I took those, then I got the new ones [10- one twice a day for 5 days] so in total, that was 7 days. I took anti-biotics for a week.. Wasn't too bad. Kinda fun, knowing I was just fixing something up again. Conquering it! And the day before yesterday, was when I stopped taking them, as I hadn't anymore left. I felt fine. Everything was fixed.. Buttttt! Last night.. I had the very slight feeling again.. = /

BUT THATS NOT HAPPENING.

Aahh! I have to goooo to the doctorrrrrs in the week of August 9th. I have to go back to talk to Dr Kittler [female] ... T_T .. I said I'd come back.. But I really don't want to. She wants to talk more on my recurrent-headaches.. But I don't want her to ask to do a test on me, and have to do a bunch of stupid things and get bad news. I do have a slight fear its..... Something starting with a C..... >_<

But its not that kind of pain! Its a friggin' sinus infection... So leave me alone.... T_T .......

Yeeaah, I'm dreading next week..

OMG!! I want to be in America, on August 7th. But thats not gonna happen.. Its the, uhh ... The DeviantART party-thing. If you have an account on there and are going, TELL MEH!

 For those of you who are interested in my artwork [Yeah right...] cuz its not too bad.. People say I'm really good, I disagree...

My account names ZackFairRules. But because you can't type that there to find a person.. Here's the link to my Page/ "Channel" ..

http://zackfairrules.deviantart.com/

And here's some more links for you..

DeviantART: http://zackfairrules.deviantart.com/
YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/777kiana [I have my other accounts on there aswell in the "other channels" section]

--[I was actually AFK from this site, and spent a half hour on dA, lol]--

I'm on more sites..

Like, if you have a Chatango account, my usernames Kiana777 I believe..
Same for OMGPOP.com [I only go there for Draw My Thing xD ]
aaand some other sites..

Uhh ..

*making soup* .. I will now go.. Life sucks, a slight war is already starting between my mom and stepdad..

I  MISS MY DAD... I wanna go over and see him.... = (

I HATE MY STUPID S.O.B STEPSISTER....

And I've been having that "Feeling of Death" more often ..... =' (


So I will now go.

Update later, I'm not in the mood now......

Byyyyee...



X
Kiana

[2010] Tangshan Earthquake/ Aftershock (唐山大地震)

Hey people..

I'm kind of typing this just so I remember what the movie's called..



Yes, it's a movie.


It was a beautiful movie...

So sad... Yet so true, and so-- touching. I cried... <=' )


It's based off of the 1976 Tangshan Earthquake ... Tangshan is a place in China.

How'd I come across it? Well ..

I was checking out Youtube's Forums and blogs, 'cause I never knew they had them... Then I found out about Youtube Leanback.

Watched the short video on what it is.. Decided to try it out.

Then I thought, "Hey, I just put my new videos in the Film & Animation section.. I'll check that".. My videos weren't there- But I found a video with Asian language on it.. So I clicked it, and began watching. Confused at first, of course..

But... I watched it. Youtube user Guotingsong   had this video and all the parts to it on his channel.

I watched from _5/13 to _13/13 .

I don't know how much of the movie that was.. But it took at least 2 hours to finish that part. So I'll have to check that out online, but~

I RECOMMEND THIS VIDEO.

It's so beautiful. At the end, if you've seen it..  The part where Fang Deng is talking with her mom in the huge cemetery... When she's crouched down, saying she's sorry? Well.. I've had 100 Suns by 30 Seconds To Mars stuck in my head for -- idk.. All day, I think. And so I searched it on Youtube, thinking it'd be a good song.. That's when I found it the song name..

So I played that in the background of that scene- Up until the camera looks up at the sky.

SO SAD!! T_T


Anyway. Pleeaassse do check this movie out.. Probably better to watch online unless you can read/understand Chinese. Guotingsong's videos have Chinese and English subtitles. So.. Yeah.

I just wanted to share... That that's an amazing movie.

But it says it was made in 2010. I was shocked when I read that... Really shocked~ To find the movie I JUST finished watching, at random findings- Was made in the present year.

Either way.. It was VERY nice.

PLEEEASSSSSEEEE!! Go watch it! Go look it up! Something....

= )



And that's it.

I will now go..

PLAY RESISTANCE 2.

I played Resistance 2 with my eldest brother earlier. Josh.. And after seeing that movie.. I want to spend as much time with my brother[s], and other family members as possible... Because its true.

"You never know how much you loved someone until they're gone," Or,
"You never know how valuable something was until it's gone," and similar phrases... T_T

If  I don't stop thinking about this, I'm gonna start crying again; aaannnnddd...... I already am. *Crying*

I miss seeing Josh... I miss seeing him everyday, and not being afraid to act like a total fool around him. Now- I'm so shy around him...

My family's like Fang Deng's mom's... She's with 4 people- Those 4 turn into 2, and then that 2 turns into 1.  [That's a spoiler~]

Not exactly ... But..
We went from 5, to 4. Then 4, to 3. And almost 3, to 2. Then almost 2 to 1. But whatever. Point is..

My family's all broken apart. It's like a heart, or stone or monument..

It was once whole, and admirable... But its been shattered. Shattered by hate, disgust, avoidance~ And scattered all around.. With barrier's around each and every piece.. To avoid those connected to it..

[That sounds so kewl tho...]

My family... Is World War III itself... Constant hate, and rage against each other. Constant fighting and harrassing........ It never ends. T_T But that's life.... Life never ends. You're body can die down and end- But you never end. Your spirit never dies... Nor your soul...

And I just wanted to share that with you.

Cherish those around you. Don't push them aside for an entire lifetime, like my family's done......... Like I have done..

Keep your family close. Try your hardest to fix the holes, patches, and cuts. Heal the bruises.... Become one again. Become whole....

Because once you're broken apart to the fullest..... You can't re-glue it.. T_T


Cherish your loved ones. They could be gone tomorrow...    ~Amber N / Kiana [Me]



Thanks For Reading

X
Kiana

38 Hours - STILL AWAKE!!!

Hey people. So how's it going .. Judging from the title, you can tell what this .. Post is about, no?

If you don't ... You're a real douche.

Umm ..

So yeah! Its now .. 2:55 AM, July 18th, and.. By now, I've been awake about 38 hours. Not tired. At all .. I wasn't really worried about this until I checked it out on Wikipedia, and it said it could cause death, heart problems, obesity, diabetes-  Thats what scares me .. But I haven't even been away 2 days yet, and a man stayed up for 18 days straight, and was doing ok. He didn't die .. Not for awhile anyway, lol. Like, years- awhile.

But its been subjected online, at a few sites- That a girl apparently just- ... stopped sleeping after her mother died, and apparently.. She's been awake for 8 .. fucking .. years .. and feels fine! 

That's a little crazy.

So yeah..

Any weird symptoms, you may ask? .. Not really. = )

Do I sound hyper or crazy to you? .. No. I am a little bored though ... Ok, thats not true. I don't have that terrible "Omfg, I'm so fucking bored!" feeling. I feel like I'm fine and have something to do. = )

But I haven't anyone to talk to, since its 2:58 AM. Yes, 2:58 AM. Oh wait- You don't know that... My mom set the internet to disconnect at 2:00 AM, but it always shut off at 1:47. Then my brother fooled with the timer to change it to 2:00 AM, exact, and after about a week of that, it went back somehow, and it disconnects at 1:58 now. Wellllll .... >.> .... Not true for tonight. I'm wondering if because we restarted everything, and such [cuz our internets been down for 2 days, cuz of our stupid new home-security system], it may have --the timer-- .. been sw- I don't know. Never mind that. I mean, what if the internet .. "box" thingy was .. changed somehow [though its the timer that should've been changed? 0.o .. ]  to ... Not have it disconnected by now? Or maybe Jake figured out where it is [Jake's my brother], and set the timer differently again, while my mom, stepdad and I took a drive out to our beach, then to Burlington, and almost to Toronto. [Its really close from Burlington. Like, really close..]

Like, I figured out where it was- I don't know.. a week or 2 ago? Yeah.. Somethin' like that .. And like I care if I found it. I'm not gonna touch it, even though I am a "very bad" teen- But yeah. So maybe Jake somehow found it, and changed the timer. That's really bad, 'cause its disrespecting my mom- But it's kinda kewl its still on, at now 3:02 AM. GOD, this is fun.. But soooo terrible ... = (


Anyway! I'm doing well. I wanted to avoid Ryan and eventually, he'd stop talking to me.. but I don't know. After txting him for awhile tonight, I changed my mind. Weird ...

And he's really worried I've been awake 35 hours. Well, a few hours ago was when I told him that. 38 now. ^ ^

Yeah, I'm happy about it.. I've only officially yawned, like- 2, 3 times? Within 38 hours...

Ok, I'll be honest! I did fall asleep for about 2 hours or something- That was around 9:30 AM. xD

But oh well .. >.> ...

LOL

No, I'm not hyper, I just feel like .. Being more friendly on here, instead of depressed, you know?

Omg!

.. LIke that. xD

Have you seen 17 Again? We got it like, a year ago.. And it's kewl.. But I realized once I becamse absolutely addicted to Jared Leto [Adorably cute singer in 30 Seconds To Mars- and Rahni made me addicted .. lol. Its my friend].. That "Omg, Jared Leto is a mixed-clone between Zac Efron and Jake Gyllenhaal," . And Zac Efron's in 17 Again, so I watched it. GOD, the similarities! Looks, I  mean.. They really are clones!

Now I gotta find The Day After Tomorrow and watch that ... = )

I not only want to see it, 'cause he's a mix-clone [Jared] with Jake G, but also b/c I really like 'Gyllenhaal, and because I've wanted to watch this movie for about 2 months now, and haven't, because my brother had it.

And I have Cheaper By The Dozen paused on my computer- And its really boring, but I'm only watching it, 'cause.... *giggles* ..That guy that plays Clark in Smallville is in it .... = P  .. And I've taken a hugggge liking to him suddenly .. ?

I claim I hate Smallville, but I don't! I like it. I love it.. x )

Mmmm ... Clarrrkkkk ... and Jaassooonnnn .... Ooh! Jason! Jensen Ackles plays Jason. Only problem.. Jason goes "bad", and later dies 'cause a meteor the size of an average living room falls on his head!!  <=' (

Sad ..

I got more sonnnggss! 

.. >.> .. What? I'm just updating you on everything, ok?!


Sooo .. Internets still on, 3:09 AM ... I'm gonna go play Modern Warfare 2 online for a bit, perhaps. = D


I'm so bad ... T_T ... LOL

Anyway. I'ma go.

Oh! By the way! Next time you're making eggs.. Grab 2, and whisk/whip them in a bowl with a little milk, then cook it in a smaller-sized round frying pan.. Pretty much, make an omlette, without anything in it... And when you're done ..

Grab some- *checks fridge*  -

Omg, I left to check the fridge, and, like... Half hour later, I'm back at my computer, and didn't even check the fridge! I started putting dishes away [Loaded dishwasher amount of dishes] and put tons more in the dishwasher ... But it was a barbecue sauce!  xD

Yeah, trust me.. It's actually really good. Just squirt pretty lines across your omlette, or egg, lol. x )

Anyway .. Yeah ... When I was like- 5 minutes away from being done in the kitchen, I grabbed my coffee from the dining room, took a sip, and choked on it!  LMAO ...

Anyway. I'ma end this now, because, OMFG, its extremely long! I just keep typin' and typin'! ... *Gasp*  = O

I'm POSSESSED by the Spirit of Typing!  ...... 0_0 ... 0.o .... LMFAO .. xD 

Anyway. I'm off to finish what I need to, and voila! I'm a happy camper.

Thats what my mom always calls me. ^ ^ Well, when I'm crying or something, or feeling really sad all day [Hasn't for about 4 months? Maybe 2 years? .. ], she'll say, "You're not a happy camper today, are you?"

I just love it when she says that ... lol..

Anyway! Leaving now before I start raving on about all the silly but cute names my mom calls me and my brothers and such.

Goodnight to those of you who are reading this late at night- Goodmorning to you early-birds, and don't worry, I'm doing well. Infact, I feel really happy right now.

OK ... Geeeez ... *shakes head*

Thanks for Reading!  = D


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Kiana ♥