Oh my god! I haven't used this in so long, hehehe...
Anyway, hello people of the world! I have some major updates that I don't recall ever speaking of!
First, let's start with boyfriend of 3 times.
I got a sexy boyfriend on July 2nd, 2011. He broke up with me onnn ... Oh I don't remember, it was, I think, the beginning of September. Then we got back together the next morning. 10 days later, he broke up with me again. Now, a month later, we're back together again O.O
But 5 minutes after I finally got him to ask me, I regretted it. I felt that it was a wrong choice. When we weren't together, we talked all day, everyday, non-stop. Now that we're back together again, he hasn't said a word to me! He keeps making 1000 statuses but won't talk to me. He's been texting my mom for, like, 6 days, too. But he didn't today. I fear the worst, because this leads to another break up, according to the last 2 times.
Anyway, off of that!
I dunno if I said it before, but I'm a transsexual boy. I came out to my mom 2 or 3 weeks ago [Kris -bf- asked me to as his 'dying wish' because if I hadn't done everything humanly possible, even the IMpossible, for a month, he would have killed himself in 3 days] .. she said she already knew, but she refuses to call me Matt, or a boy.... :(
Anyway!
What else ... Nothing else. xD
I have tons of new stuff on dA, go check it out, please!
http://zackfairrules.deviantart.com/
And I guess that's it for now.. I'll try to get back into the habit of blogging.
~Matty
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
Oh Canada + Cosplaying
Happy Canada Day, fellow Canadians, and in 3 days, Happy 4th of July, fellow.. Americans!
Well, we're supposed to go see some ... interesting fireworks ... later this evening. Only problem, Mother Nature has visited late and because of her, my abdomen aches T^T
Also, I'd be going with 2 complete idiots.Guess who!
So! I remember when I was just a few years younger, I'd go down to this massive lake with THOUSANDS of people and friends/family and watch fireworks... for 3 hours. xD
Now, Im like, "Oh.. kewl.. fireworks.. yay, prettyy......" but I don't really want to go sit on grass with bugs and heat and people who dont shut up and a whiney stepsister and a stupid-as-fuck stepfather.
I have glowsticks and sparklers, though! xD
Off of that! Cosplaying soon!! And not with nothing [clothes] either. ; )
I was supposed to get Gunner Yuna cosplay stuff, like.. a year ago but... I changed my mind and never spoke to the girl again who was selling 'em. [Now isn't that bad....]
So now! I've finally convinced my mom to buy me an Organization XIII coat.. YES.. I can be .... Oh I don't know, Axel? Not Roxas, he's short ; )
OH FUCK.. There was a girl in my Business class who likes yaoi! We could have cosplayed something togetherrr... Dx
But we only spoke once then never again. = (
I actually FOUND yaoi-loving girl in my city, and I just.. let her slip away ...... WTF ...
Now I'm lost again. >.>
But yeah! Getting Organization XIII coat soon for around $70 [Great price! Its in good condition, too], so yay!
Gonna have to bind.... ALOT ... ; )
And that's it! So I'll go now.
Remember, smile and sing Oh Canada, you patrons of the greatest and safest country in the world! [Minus the now-legal-prositution, raising gas prices, and Japan/China/UK/Greece/Sweden being the next best places]
~Kiana
Well, we're supposed to go see some ... interesting fireworks ... later this evening. Only problem, Mother Nature has visited late and because of her, my abdomen aches T^T
Also, I'd be going with 2 complete idiots.Guess who!
So! I remember when I was just a few years younger, I'd go down to this massive lake with THOUSANDS of people and friends/family and watch fireworks... for 3 hours. xD
Now, Im like, "Oh.. kewl.. fireworks.. yay, prettyy......" but I don't really want to go sit on grass with bugs and heat and people who dont shut up and a whiney stepsister and a stupid-as-fuck stepfather.
I have glowsticks and sparklers, though! xD
Off of that! Cosplaying soon!! And not with nothing [clothes] either. ; )
I was supposed to get Gunner Yuna cosplay stuff, like.. a year ago but... I changed my mind and never spoke to the girl again who was selling 'em. [Now isn't that bad....]
So now! I've finally convinced my mom to buy me an Organization XIII coat.. YES.. I can be .... Oh I don't know, Axel? Not Roxas, he's short ; )
OH FUCK.. There was a girl in my Business class who likes yaoi! We could have cosplayed something togetherrr... Dx
But we only spoke once then never again. = (
I actually FOUND yaoi-loving girl in my city, and I just.. let her slip away ...... WTF ...
Now I'm lost again. >.>
But yeah! Getting Organization XIII coat soon for around $70 [Great price! Its in good condition, too], so yay!
Gonna have to bind.... ALOT ... ; )
And that's it! So I'll go now.
Remember, smile and sing Oh Canada, you patrons of the greatest and safest country in the world! [Minus the now-legal-prositution, raising gas prices, and Japan/China/UK/Greece/Sweden being the next best places]
~Kiana
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Holy Hot Chips! +Updates
Hellooo! Long time no.. blog?
I apologize~! I haven't really had anything interesting to blog about, you know? But I really feel like blogging just for the hell of it, so, here I am, blogging!
So what's new? Not much... Just what I've already said [I think...]. That I'll have a new little sister in November, I'll be happily [and finally!!] 15 in December =D ... And, let's see-- Nothing else. ^^
But dude, have I ever mentioned Vocaloid? Like... These guys?
[From left to right: Miku, Meiko, Kaito. Bottom: Len & Rin]
Ohhhh how I love them! Well, anyway! I just got Vocaloid 2, which is the program used in which to make them "talk" and sing. =)
And I'll use it for talking mostly, but yeah. And if you aren't aware, I also use MMD alot [MikuMikuDance] which is a 3D-Animation Modeling program with all the Vocaloid characters, plus edits, newcomers, game characters and OC's.
Mhm.
So that's awesome.
Oh! So why is the title... titled... Holy Hot Chips! ? Wellllllll....... Its because... Well, I don't know! I love Lay's Kettle Cooked chips, and so I bought some at Shoppers today, but a new flavour, Jalapeno. I've only had the Salt & Pepper flavoured ones my grandparents buy when they go to New York every so often. These chips are so ridiculously good!! But because they're Jalapeno, they're a bit hot, which I like. =P
And that's pretty much it... Lame, huh? This seems short, but I think its long.
Oh! Please, check out my newest MMD videos! http://youtube.com/777kiana
Thank you!
And now, I am going to listen to music, maybe... Get a new download of Vocaloid 2 [Because the first one would not open....], work with it, work on WIPs in MMD... and be awesome.
OH! I bought Grand Theft Auto IV! =)
LOVE IT.. ♥
And that's all! Luvs!
X Kiana
I apologize~! I haven't really had anything interesting to blog about, you know? But I really feel like blogging just for the hell of it, so, here I am, blogging!
So what's new? Not much... Just what I've already said [I think...]. That I'll have a new little sister in November, I'll be happily [and finally!!] 15 in December =D ... And, let's see-- Nothing else. ^^
But dude, have I ever mentioned Vocaloid? Like... These guys?
Ohhhh how I love them! Well, anyway! I just got Vocaloid 2, which is the program used in which to make them "talk" and sing. =)
And I'll use it for talking mostly, but yeah. And if you aren't aware, I also use MMD alot [MikuMikuDance] which is a 3D-Animation Modeling program with all the Vocaloid characters, plus edits, newcomers, game characters and OC's.
Mhm.
So that's awesome.
Oh! So why is the title... titled... Holy Hot Chips! ? Wellllllll....... Its because... Well, I don't know! I love Lay's Kettle Cooked chips, and so I bought some at Shoppers today, but a new flavour, Jalapeno. I've only had the Salt & Pepper flavoured ones my grandparents buy when they go to New York every so often. These chips are so ridiculously good!! But because they're Jalapeno, they're a bit hot, which I like. =P
And that's pretty much it... Lame, huh? This seems short, but I think its long.
Oh! Please, check out my newest MMD videos! http://youtube.com/777kiana
Thank you!
And now, I am going to listen to music, maybe... Get a new download of Vocaloid 2 [Because the first one would not open....], work with it, work on WIPs in MMD... and be awesome.
OH! I bought Grand Theft Auto IV! =)
LOVE IT.. ♥
And that's all! Luvs!
X Kiana
Saturday, May 21, 2011
~APOCALYPSE~
OH HAIIIIIIIIIIII...
So did you knooowww.... That the world was supposed to end today? .............................. xDD Mmmmhmmm, ok, honey. You believe that.
Shouldn't it have ended already? I mean, surely it would be stupid for it to "end" late at night, like.. 11:59 or somethin'...
But yeah!
50% of the people here are partying with alcohol and firecrackers. THe other 50% is rushing to church last minute. >.>
WHAT AM I DOING?! I'M GOING TO THE BEACH TO GO SWIMMING =))
Yep. That's what I'm doin' ... <3
That's it! Just wanted to say that.
ARE YOU DEAD?!!? ARE YUH!? Pinch or slap yourself and tell me x )
~Kiana
So did you knooowww.... That the world was supposed to end today? .............................. xDD Mmmmhmmm, ok, honey. You believe that.
Shouldn't it have ended already? I mean, surely it would be stupid for it to "end" late at night, like.. 11:59 or somethin'...
But yeah!
50% of the people here are partying with alcohol and firecrackers. THe other 50% is rushing to church last minute. >.>
WHAT AM I DOING?! I'M GOING TO THE BEACH TO GO SWIMMING =))
Yep. That's what I'm doin' ... <3
That's it! Just wanted to say that.
ARE YOU DEAD?!!? ARE YUH!? Pinch or slap yourself and tell me x )
~Kiana
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Switching Schools + Mother's Day
Helllloooooo!! Good afternoon! [Its 12:04]
Uhhhhm... What to say. I may be switching schools! o.o
Ok ok... So back on the stupid school topic again.
Remember how in the beginning, I said I loved Westmount? And then a month or so later, I said I absoutely hated it? Well, I had a "talk" with my mother yesterday [Ohh, yes.... The Talk]..
And told her I hated Westmount. With a dark passion... No, I just said I hated it. >.> And she says, "Wth, I thought you really loved it?" so I'm like, "Yeah.. For the first week," so she says, "Hm... Well, then, do you want to try a regular high school then? Its the law to go to school, but if you want to switch schools, I can do that. I fought to get you into Westmount, I can easily get you out and give your position to someone else and you can try somewhere like Delta,"
Even though Delta Secondary is the worst high school in my city!! My brother went there, though. But still... Its weiiirrrdd and massive. I have been in there, and my brother probably still has the map to it and whatnot. But I don't know if I would go to Delta or Churchill. Those 2, aswell as 1 or 2 more, are all on the same street, so idfk!
Thats why I was looking into Private Schools. If they weren't so friggin' expensive....... I could go to one and be happy, because there's 3 around here specifically for students like me who are//were somewhat gifted and can't stand being in big high schools with students who don't generally do their work and talk the entire period. But duuuuude, the best [as always....] and even the less-best private schools around here... Start from $18,000 up to anywhere around $100,000. WTF!! That's insane! Why would anyone pay that much!? I found an amazing school that seemed really kewl, but ... you .. have... to .. pay.... $600 .... for each single course. WTFWTFWTF. That's, like, 6 mandatory classes for grade 10, $600 x 10 is $6,000 to be only partially enrolled with just the COURSE... Add another $5,000 onto there for full enrollment and textbook costs and whatnot. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyway, yeah. Westmount's weird. The only thing I like is that you don't have to write a test on the specifically-planned day, you don't have to have your work in within 1 day even if its a big project... You can take up to 2 weeks on it, if you must.. And then there's Flex Days! And there's beautiful people in this school .__. ................. But its horrible. I can't stand it. I want to spend 5 days in each of the high schools here to see how they work, exactly. THEN decide...
And that's it! ^^ My teacher [math] even thinks I should switch schools. WTF she has no right to say that! >.>
Off of that now!
Mother's Day. What are you doing for your mother on Mother's Day? Taking her to a fancy restaurant? Buying her a bunch of fancy things? Giving her money, a card and your hug and life-appreciation? xD If I had money, I would buy her millions of things. But I don't... so I'm giving her a beautiful card [which will make her cry ; ) ... ], a ... glass stand thing that says Mother's or something on it and a nice little description or whatever... And perhaps a hug. I feel weird hugging family members sometimes, and I am... well, its practically impossible for me to tell someone straight to them , "I love you", so the best way I can show that, is to be a good daughter, do what I'm told, be responsible for everything, and be there for my mom in her quiet and depressing times, just like she is for me ♥
Mhm. I would do anything else humanly possible for her, but I can't. OH.. However... I did enter her into the Mom of the Year or Mom of the Month [forget] contest on Facebook ♥
Shhh, don't tell her ; )
And that's it, I suppose!
I think this is the first post I've written while in school, lol... And not doing any work xD
Thanks for reading, if yuh did ; )
X Kiana
Uhhhhm... What to say. I may be switching schools! o.o
Ok ok... So back on the stupid school topic again.
Remember how in the beginning, I said I loved Westmount? And then a month or so later, I said I absoutely hated it? Well, I had a "talk" with my mother yesterday [Ohh, yes.... The Talk]..
And told her I hated Westmount. With a dark passion... No, I just said I hated it. >.> And she says, "Wth, I thought you really loved it?" so I'm like, "Yeah.. For the first week," so she says, "Hm... Well, then, do you want to try a regular high school then? Its the law to go to school, but if you want to switch schools, I can do that. I fought to get you into Westmount, I can easily get you out and give your position to someone else and you can try somewhere like Delta,"
Even though Delta Secondary is the worst high school in my city!! My brother went there, though. But still... Its weiiirrrdd and massive. I have been in there, and my brother probably still has the map to it and whatnot. But I don't know if I would go to Delta or Churchill. Those 2, aswell as 1 or 2 more, are all on the same street, so idfk!
Thats why I was looking into Private Schools. If they weren't so friggin' expensive....... I could go to one and be happy, because there's 3 around here specifically for students like me who are//were somewhat gifted and can't stand being in big high schools with students who don't generally do their work and talk the entire period. But duuuuude, the best [as always....] and even the less-best private schools around here... Start from $18,000 up to anywhere around $100,000. WTF!! That's insane! Why would anyone pay that much!? I found an amazing school that seemed really kewl, but ... you .. have... to .. pay.... $600 .... for each single course. WTFWTFWTF. That's, like, 6 mandatory classes for grade 10, $600 x 10 is $6,000 to be only partially enrolled with just the COURSE... Add another $5,000 onto there for full enrollment and textbook costs and whatnot. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyway, yeah. Westmount's weird. The only thing I like is that you don't have to write a test on the specifically-planned day, you don't have to have your work in within 1 day even if its a big project... You can take up to 2 weeks on it, if you must.. And then there's Flex Days! And there's beautiful people in this school .__. ................. But its horrible. I can't stand it. I want to spend 5 days in each of the high schools here to see how they work, exactly. THEN decide...
And that's it! ^^ My teacher [math] even thinks I should switch schools. WTF she has no right to say that! >.>
Off of that now!
Mother's Day. What are you doing for your mother on Mother's Day? Taking her to a fancy restaurant? Buying her a bunch of fancy things? Giving her money, a card and your hug and life-appreciation? xD If I had money, I would buy her millions of things. But I don't... so I'm giving her a beautiful card [which will make her cry ; ) ... ], a ... glass stand thing that says Mother's or something on it and a nice little description or whatever... And perhaps a hug. I feel weird hugging family members sometimes, and I am... well, its practically impossible for me to tell someone straight to them , "I love you", so the best way I can show that, is to be a good daughter, do what I'm told, be responsible for everything, and be there for my mom in her quiet and depressing times, just like she is for me ♥
Mhm. I would do anything else humanly possible for her, but I can't. OH.. However... I did enter her into the Mom of the Year or Mom of the Month [forget] contest on Facebook ♥
Shhh, don't tell her ; )
And that's it, I suppose!
I think this is the first post I've written while in school, lol... And not doing any work xD
Thanks for reading, if yuh did ; )
X Kiana
Thursday, April 7, 2011
I Did A Good Deed?
Hey all!
So today, I did a good deed. ; )
What did I do exactly?
Welllll....
While I was eating lunch, I was just... well .. eating. And there was a girl talking to someone around the "corner" of the stairs and I could hear her walking in my direction ... So I'm like, "blahhhh hurry up and leave" xD
Well, she's like "Ok, bye!!" to whoever she was talking to, and ran out of the building, like.. uber fast.. While running, her cellphone dropped from her pocket and she didn't notice. By the time I was out the door, she was ALREADY around the corner of the school cafeteria, sooo ... I ate my lunch, drank some Coke and went out to grab it the brought it to the office. Secretary's like
"Oh, thank you, you're so sweet... I'll try and find her number on here. Thank you so much, hun'" and im like "YAYYYYYYYYYY" xDD
nahh I just said you're welcome and came upstairs.
So that's that! I'm going now. xDDD
So today, I did a good deed. ; )
What did I do exactly?
Welllll....
While I was eating lunch, I was just... well .. eating. And there was a girl talking to someone around the "corner" of the stairs and I could hear her walking in my direction ... So I'm like, "blahhhh hurry up and leave" xD
Well, she's like "Ok, bye!!" to whoever she was talking to, and ran out of the building, like.. uber fast.. While running, her cellphone dropped from her pocket and she didn't notice. By the time I was out the door, she was ALREADY around the corner of the school cafeteria, sooo ... I ate my lunch, drank some Coke and went out to grab it the brought it to the office. Secretary's like
"Oh, thank you, you're so sweet... I'll try and find her number on here. Thank you so much, hun'" and im like "YAYYYYYYYYYY" xDD
nahh I just said you're welcome and came upstairs.
So that's that! I'm going now. xDDD
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Failing Math?
Hey...
So it turns out... me... the supposed-gifted student who always got 100s in math... is now failing math. 'Know how frustrating and upsetting this is?
Well, I'm joining the Homework Club, as suggested... and I'm allowed to sign out of any of my classes whenever I please to go to the Student Success room or LRR if I need more time to work on other things [like math!] or need absolute quiet.
Apparently, alot of students have dropped down to Applied level O_O;
Even Greg! But he's staying in the Academic classroom. Which is kewl! Makes me reconsider it, because part of the reason why I didn't want to leave was because I'd leave the only class I could really see Greg in. Yes, I still like him, stfu.
So! I'm off to do nothing for the next 1 and 1/2 hours!
Why? Because I reluctantly agreed to coming to my dad's house for supper. I only wanted to be here for an hour or so. But of course, nope.
Geez, my neck hurts, there's nothing to do .... GOD I should have gone home! I'll be honest, I hate it here!!!
Its almost 6... Another hour to go afterwards ..... Omg ................. But I won't make it home until, like... 8:30 again. ~_~
Ok, ok... Bye.
X Kiana
So it turns out... me... the supposed-gifted student who always got 100s in math... is now failing math. 'Know how frustrating and upsetting this is?
Well, I'm joining the Homework Club, as suggested... and I'm allowed to sign out of any of my classes whenever I please to go to the Student Success room or LRR if I need more time to work on other things [like math!] or need absolute quiet.
Apparently, alot of students have dropped down to Applied level O_O;
Even Greg! But he's staying in the Academic classroom. Which is kewl! Makes me reconsider it, because part of the reason why I didn't want to leave was because I'd leave the only class I could really see Greg in. Yes, I still like him, stfu.
So! I'm off to do nothing for the next 1 and 1/2 hours!
Why? Because I reluctantly agreed to coming to my dad's house for supper. I only wanted to be here for an hour or so. But of course, nope.
Geez, my neck hurts, there's nothing to do .... GOD I should have gone home! I'll be honest, I hate it here!!!
Its almost 6... Another hour to go afterwards ..... Omg ................. But I won't make it home until, like... 8:30 again. ~_~
Ok, ok... Bye.
X Kiana
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Highschool Issues
So.. I so wish school would just fucking end.
"...What do you mean? I thought you liked your school..?"
I mean... I HATE IT.
I can't stand it!!
I get really mad every Sunday evening! Like now!
So, I haven't explained in full why I hate it before... Here's why:
1) I don't have any friends there <-- This is like, the worst problem with high school survival, when you dont have any friends there.
2) My teacher's are dumbasses. The only decent ones are my English teacher and my Business teacher.
3) I'm, like.. failing Math. 2 months left, and I'm still on, like.. unit 5/6 .. I'm on unit 7/8 for Business, 5/6 in math, who knows for Art, and around unit 5/6--7/8 in English. That's actually ON TRACK, but... Kinda... low for only having 2 months remaining.
4) My classes are gay
5) Its just stupid.
4) - English is the only good class.. Art is stupid and I"m really considering quitting.. I hate it. And I love art... I can't stand Business class, but its alot better than art and math. I actually enjoy math now, because love algebra and integers and factoring- but I hate my teacher, the students--- ........ And the fact that I've failed the 3 math tests. I've written 2, and 2 rewrites. I'm awaiting mymark on my 2nd rewrite/4th test tomorrow.
5) - Well I'm sure lots can agree. No one really likes high school. They should make it fun!
Art isn't fun anymore! It's just a big hassle! Business isn't exciting, it's obnoxious. English is fine. Math is ok, but... wtf.
I CAN'T STAND IT.
I knowww, I'm the one who wanted to go.. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS GOING TO THIS RIDICULOUS?!
Anyway... Yeah.
Wish me luck because I'm about to cry over going to school again and can't take it. I almost cried in school last Monday.
Ok, adios.
X Kiana
"...What do you mean? I thought you liked your school..?"
I mean... I HATE IT.
I can't stand it!!
I get really mad every Sunday evening! Like now!
So, I haven't explained in full why I hate it before... Here's why:
1) I don't have any friends there <-- This is like, the worst problem with high school survival, when you dont have any friends there.
2) My teacher's are dumbasses. The only decent ones are my English teacher and my Business teacher.
3) I'm, like.. failing Math. 2 months left, and I'm still on, like.. unit 5/6 .. I'm on unit 7/8 for Business, 5/6 in math, who knows for Art, and around unit 5/6--7/8 in English. That's actually ON TRACK, but... Kinda... low for only having 2 months remaining.
4) My classes are gay
5) Its just stupid.
4) - English is the only good class.. Art is stupid and I"m really considering quitting.. I hate it. And I love art... I can't stand Business class, but its alot better than art and math. I actually enjoy math now, because love algebra and integers and factoring- but I hate my teacher, the students--- ........ And the fact that I've failed the 3 math tests. I've written 2, and 2 rewrites. I'm awaiting mymark on my 2nd rewrite/4th test tomorrow.
5) - Well I'm sure lots can agree. No one really likes high school. They should make it fun!
Art isn't fun anymore! It's just a big hassle! Business isn't exciting, it's obnoxious. English is fine. Math is ok, but... wtf.
I CAN'T STAND IT.
I knowww, I'm the one who wanted to go.. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS GOING TO THIS RIDICULOUS?!
Anyway... Yeah.
Wish me luck because I'm about to cry over going to school again and can't take it. I almost cried in school last Monday.
Ok, adios.
X Kiana
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