Aren't You Tired of Parents Yet?

Hey!

So.. main question..

Are you not tired of your parents? You should be by now.. I mean, they're your parents, they want whats best for you and all, but hey.. They tell you what to do every .. day!

Yes, they are also supposed to do that, but what if you're like, 15 or something, and maybe you've finally got the hottest boy in your class to ask you out, so you're super excited, then your parents say no. Possibly because they're worried, possibly because they don't want their daughter (or son with girlfriend) to be with a boy/girl. Or maybe they're just being 'cruel'.

So.. take this for example. Pretend you are this person. (Going to be in a girls perspective, so if you guys read ..well.. pretend you're transsexual for a minute..)

You're name is _______... lets go with Lauren.

You're name is Lauren, you're 4 months past 13, and you're a Christian, with divorced parents, 2 stepparents, and they're fairly strict. You've been raised by God's word, learning Christian things, and you've always been taught at a strict degree of teachings.

Now, at 13, you feel alone, possibly depressed. Because you want to do what other girls your age do. You want to cut your hair, you want to wear pants, you want to wear makeup. You might want to swear occasionally and do stuff you won't get in trouble for. But.. you're mom won't let you. You're mom is the Christian one (or claims to be..) and refuses to let you do anything but have long, horridly dull hair, and wear nothing both 'bigger' shirts (not super-tight), no v-neck, and long skirts. And she won't let you wear a little eyeliner or mascara either. Or jewelry.

And you're starting to get pissed off at this, right? You're tired of always being told 'no'. While at you're grandparents house, or your dad's house, you're allowed to do whatever you please. They buy you makeup, they buy you pants, and are happy when you're willing to wear it/them. But then your brother goes off and tells your mom, and a big war starts. And you're in the middle, and always think you're the cause.

You probably want to kill yourself, 'cause you're tired of crying, right? Well..thats how I was.

I'm 13, my name is Amber (but I go by Kiana, and I trust you all to keep it that way), I was born and raised a Christian. (Messenger-Christian). And all my life, I've been told 'no' to almost everything, I wasn't spoiled, I was always poor, and I hated my life. But one day, while living at my grandparents again, my mom met this guy online. And therefore, she met him, talked, and is now engaged to him. He's pretty cool I suppose, and my mom and Richard have been living at the house she bought, while my one brother, Jake (16) and I have been living at my grandparents, continuously. My eldest brother Josh (19) lives with my dad, and has a pretty good life, does what he wants. But one day, when he told her (about 5 years ago) that he was tired of not being able to do the things he wants, that he was just going to do it, no matter what my mom said, so she kicked him out.

Well, I wasn't allowed to do anything.. but one day, I just said "Mom.. I'm dying and cutting my hair, and you're not gonna stop me. I'm also gonna do the things I want," and verrry surprisingly (because my dad told her to, at Court), she was calm and cool about it. She accepted it. Didn't necessarily 'tell me' "Yes, fine, go ahead" but she was fine with it. And.. I think it was April 16th, or 17th, I went to my dads. For the whole weekend, but on one of those days, my cousin Rob's fiance Kat, who's a hairdresser, came over, and dyed my hair black (from brown), and gave me purple streaks, aswell as cut it, to about 2 1/2 inchec below my shoulders. And I love it! My mom came over today, April 21, and saw it. And she's 100% fine with it, which is awesome.

So, in the very near future, I'm being taken out by my stepmom, Kim, to go shopping for clothes (pants!!!) with my stepsis, Tayler (9). And we're gonna get our nails done, buy whatever clothing we want, (as my dad said, "Don't worry about what your moms anymore, if she wants to freak out, I'll take the heat, and she can do so on me") and I'm also gonna get my makeup done. (yay!) =)

And really soon, I'm gonna wear pants, I'm gonna wear makeup, and I'm gonna swear, and wear earrings. I'm gonna do, what I, myself, want to do.

So I just wanted to share that with you, and let me know if you've had problems like this, if you did, how'd you overcome them, or if you haven't yet, has this inspired you to?

Let me know.

Thanks for reading,

Love You All, For Who You Are
God Bless

X
Kiana

Modern Warfare 2!

Ok, so is Modern Warfare 2 not the best game in the world?!?!? Other than the Final Fantasy series that is.. other than that. Best game in the world!! LOL ...

Sooo..

Special Ops:
Missions to level up on, and unlock more things, also, to gain experience, so you're not an FNG
(Fucking New Guy)

In other words.. a noob. I'll say it.. I'm a noob. I'm an FNG.

I can only win against my dad well, because we play fair, and give each other a chance to find a hiding spot/good aiming spot, and shoot someone. Unlike my brothers, (Josh, 19 ~ Jake, 16) who don't give you a chance whatsoever! They kill you right away. You respawn in 3 seconds, there they are, shooting you again. And they look at your half of the screen! Now, its kinda hard not to, but hey.. they look directly at your half of the screen, especially if you have Cold Blooded on, so they can't see you on the radar map. And its annoying! Damn annoying!

Anyway.. Special Ops.. missions..

I forget what the middle one is, when you start the game, but.. that one..

And

Multiplayer

..The one I usually play on. Where you have freestyle basically. Choose a map you want, some examples as

Rust (Map where I love jacking off and teabagging dead people)
Favela
Afghan
Wasteland
Karachi
Rundown
Terminal

Those are few of many. And, you can create your own class.. or.. design your own gun-choices, 'nades, etc.. I, personally, hate it when my brother (Jake, the annoying, acts-gay, doesn't-give-you-a-chance-even-if-you're-9 brother..) [When I say 9, I mean my stepsister, Tayler, who honestly kicks ass at that game..] does that, because.. he takes like, 20 minutes, then doesn't even use that class.

And.. tch'ya. That..

My favourite weapon choice..

Its gotta be the Scout Sniper. I always use it. Always. Heh.. so I can spy on somebody from almost the other side of the map, and.. randomly get a head-shot on them, while they have no fucking clue where you are. xD [Did that to my dad in.. the one with Old Man Barret's house]

My dad made a class.. well, he made quite a few, one something like

%!@$ ... So, not sure what that may stand for, like he has "Aw***Kill" as one.. lol.. but anyway, that ones a good class I like using. Rapid-fire gun..

I'm not an expert, or pro at things in MW2, nor MW2 itself, but I do try, and I lovvve to play, so I'm hopefully convincing my mom to buy us a PS3 ('Cuz my parents are separated, have stepparents, and my dad has the PS3 and MW2), and then MW2, keep it in my room!! ... And play alllll hours... heh heh.. Because my room's on the 3rd floor of the house. xD

Get one of those wall-mounted tv's, with like.. 5 wall-mounted speakers, set them up around my room, and play Modern Warfare 2. (Thats what my dad has in their living room..)

Super loud, lmao.. but oh well.. I'm a baaad girl *evil grin*

I guess you could say I'm a 75% rebellious teen (only 13, but still) .. xD

So thats that.

Modern Warfare 2 = Best..Game..Ever.. [BGE]

So if you like MW2, please, for the love of pwning, COMMENT...


Ok, thanks for reading,

Peace ouutt!!


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Random Fact 1: Gum-Bubbles

Ok.. so this is your Random Fact number 1.

Gum-Bubbles.

Making bubbles, with your chewing gum. Or.. bubble-gum.

Here's the fact you should, or can~ know.

Do you find, that even if the package guarantees big bubbles from the gum and when you chew it, and try to blow a bubble, it doesn't work out so well? Well, I've got a solution. To make better bubbles.

It doesn't necessarily have anything to do with the flavours, or brands of gum you buy.

All you need is:

A mouth
Teeth
And stale gum

Yes, stale gum. Not fresh, stale..

I find, that stale gum, tends to be easier, to make bubbles with. Because stale gum, is pre-harded on the outside, therefore making the inside even harder. But yes, after you chew for awhile, it will be soft again. But its still stale gum.

I got some sour-gum from the Bulk Barn (Because I lovvvve sour gum from there), and I ate most of it, and left 2 sour-gumballs, in the bag, in my cupboard for... approximately, 2-4 months. Then, when I found them again, I decided to have one.

So I reached in for an orange sour-gumball, popped it in my mouth, chewed it for 5 minutes, then attempted to blow a bubble. And hey! It turned out fairly big!

So there you go. You're first fact of Kiana's Thoughts on how to make bigger, better, working bubbles, from stale gum.


Thanks for reading!

OMG, Yaoi!!!

Hey! Sooo...

"Omg, Yaoi!!!" ... tEh BeSt ThInG eVeR!!!


So who else likes it? You do, right? Right? RIIIGGGHHTTT?!?!?!?!? Lawlz..

Its super awesome..

Super cute.. or in Japanese.... "Kawaii!!!"

Super fun

Super entertaining!

So tell me.. do you like yaoi? Yes, or no? Why do you like it?

What's your favourite parts about it? Do you read yaoi doujinshi? Do you write your own? Do you draw yaoi? Tell me! Whataya do?

Here's some info for those of you who don't know what yaoi is, and are curious .. = )

Yaoi. The tender, lovely romance between two males..

Yaoi is the strongest part of romance, as I said, between two males. So, you can guess what I'm talking about.. = )

Shounen-ai however, is the calmer version of yaoi.. just BL.. which is known as "Boy Love". Just males hugging, and kissing. So now do you understand what yaoi means? No? ...Ughh... look it up!


I used to like shounen-ai, as alot of people do, and should like that before anything else. And as time goes by, you'll gradually become more comfortable to watching, writing, or reading yaoi.


Yeah! Go full-force yaoi! All the way! Never mind shounen-ai, make it yaoi!!!

...Can you tell I'm obsessed? Addicted?!? ... Yeah, I am.. xD


Seme: From the Japanese word, semeru, which means "to attack". This one, is the stronger, more protective one, who's "ontop" during yaoi time.

Uke: From the Japanese word, ukeru, which means "to receive". This one, is the weaker, more 'innocent', cry-baby, super-cute, shy one, who's "bottom" during yaoi time.

So that's that.. not everything on yaoi, but there's some stuff. For more infortmation, go to this link:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yaoi


Thanks for reading, have fun, and YAOI FTW!!