Horrible Pains ...

Mehhhh ... I have a horrible headache again..

Btw: I have a headache each time I post something on here. I have at least 1 headache, every .. single .. day.  I don't think I've gone a day without headaches for a good 3 months, or more.. Like, a headache a month is ok, and normal I suppose. But a headache everyday of your f*cking life ?!  Thats unreal..

I get horrible headaches, severe migraines, neck/shoulder aches, jaw aches, nose aches! I also have "cheek aches", hand/wrist aches, back aches... Omg, so many aches.... Aswell as just-above-the-eyeball -ache.. And arm aches [Around the elbow area].

This is really a pain in the @$$ !

I'm under quite a bit of stress .. With my dad calling "Send it in yet, send it in yet? Why not? -- You told me that last time I asked you.."  -He's asking me if I've sent in my first unit for homeschooling in yet [Yes, this late.. My mom slacked to get my books until mid-April] .

Also, with the actual schoolwork. Its verrry easy [I'm in grade 8-- its grade 4 work... ], but I just can't seem to concentrate. And I try to get as much work done as possible in a day.. Also with all the friggin' distractions I have!

1) The loud A/C
2) The noisy fishtank [The water dripping and the .. engine-type thing in the back]
3) The tv [Allllways on... *cough cough* ... Richarrrddd .... --stepdad-- ... ]
4) People talking
5) People walking around alot
6) Cats on the table constantly
7) The conscious mind not wanting to work at all, and forcing my mind to work ... >.<

And more problems. Its verrrry annoying, and headache-causing. Also gets me very upset and frustrated. My stepdad obviously doesn't realize, doesn't care, or just plain to clueless to understand, I need quiet!

But no.. I'm trying to work on my work, he sees me looking stressed... Yet he goes into the living room [Only room he's ever in... ] --which is right behind me, or beside me.. Open concept, no doors--  turns on the tv loudly, and watches that damn show again.. F*ck you, Smallville!!

...Can you tell I hate Smallville now? Pfff! * smallville. Doesn't deserve capitalization. Yep, I hate it. I used to watch it occasionally on tv. Now that he has it, instead of Supernatural- And watches like- 5 episodes everyday, hogs the tv allll ...dayyyy ... And I have to listen to that stupid song over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. ... Every...day..

"Somebody saaaaavvvvvve meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ......... "  ~_~   HATE IT !!!

So yeah, thats delt with.

When I get headaches, I get fiesty, and eviL. But not as rude as others... *Glares at stepdad*
[Actually, he's at work, lol.. ]

--- Sooo ... I got a horrible headache.. No medication. Well, I do  have pills n' stuff, I just don't know where they are.. I have a bottle of ibuprofen I believe- I just don't know where that is, nor do I know where my mom keeps her ibuprofen, tylenol, advil, etc... And she won't answer her cell ..  >.<

I always suffer from severe headaches, and severe migraines.. And have to live-it-out, 'til it goes away.. [Which it doesn't .... ]

I spend day after day, in so much pain. Not just from headaches, either.. My knees hurt alot, too.. >.<

Aah, I hate my life ...

FML ...


"Somebody killlllllll   meeeeeee  ... "  -Lol. MY "Ha-ha-ha, Smallville sucks" parody.. ^_^

Anyway.......

Oh yeah.. I can't even play piano when I want to either.. 'Cause I can't during the day, my brother sleeps all day... >.> ..

I can't after 6 PM, because my stepdad comes home and turns on the tv the second he gets in the door and doesn't leave the tv until about 9 PM, when he goes to bed.. And I obviously can't at night/3AM, cuz everyone but my brother and I, are asleep ...  Can't listen to music either! I play some musiiccc .. I'm enjoyyyyinnngg ittttt .. When- Oh! Richard's home..Better turn it off, as he walks into the living room with the tv on loudly .. He's been living herrrre forrr ... 2, 3 months? And he's been married to my mom for.... one week? .. Hey... thats a movie.. Anyway, Yeah, 1 week. My mom says she's gonna kill him, lol. She told me to write a humour story, about "The marriage that lasted only 1 week" .. x )

I myself, am tired of these things that happen.. Pisses me off... >.> ..

So anyway.. I'm gonna listen to music loudly .. And I mean screamo and emo, and heavy metallll .. Not quiet, peaceful stuff .... xD

Then I'm gonna drink my coffee, eat my white-cheddar KD .. play GTA: San Andreas ... And voila ...

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K, thanks for reading. ; )

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Kiana