SUPERNATURAL: Saddest Thing I've Ever Seen

Soo....I'm crying right now. More than I ever have I think.

Omg.. Saddest f*cking thing I've ever seen. I'm serious. I'm not joking around. I'm crying uncontrollably right now as I type this, which is hard. But I felt like I had to write about it or I'd probably try killing myself again.

I was crying earlier because I found out my 4 y.o cat might be dying. And then, cried on the bathroom floor for 10 minutes. Was fine for an hour, then after everyone went to bed, I looked in my youtube favourites list. And I found the video I saw earlier-earlier, at my grandparents house, but I had to go when I found it, so I just saved it to watch later.

And so I did. I watched it 5 minutes ago.

I don't think I can watch Wincest videos anymore, or even Supernatural. Especially if the scenes in the movie are season 5- Because on tv, season 4 just ended, and I only saw the season-finale and I was hooked.

But after seeing this video.. I'm just a complete broken-hearted person. *Still crying*

I.......I want ..... I want him back... Sam...How could you.....How could you die .. ?! ......

He ... went off to war or something~ ... And of course......Died....

And the videos so f*cking sad~

I swear to God, I am not laughing or joking.

If you want to see it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0BYc5bYZzo&playnext_from=TL&videos=wABSJBnyL4w

[Just looking at that link, pasting it- And seeing the video title, I start crying more]

This song is so sad, but this video is even more sad than the actual Just A Dream music video..

Just thought I'd share that.....


*CRYING MORRRE*


Sammy!! ... No.....Why.... Why?! ...... Why did you- Why did you not listen to Dean?! Why'd you ignore him and just go?! Why'd you break your promise?!? .....You promised.....You promised everything would be alright. You promised you'd return soon.. But you didn't~ You went off to war and died! ..... Leaving Dean crying his eyes out over you... Why...Just- why, Sammy.......

YOU STUPID JACK@$$!!! ... Why couldn't you have listened to your older brother?! Why did you have to be so fucking stubborn?!?!?!? .....

*Deans behind me, crying as I scream at Sammy / the grave / his picture*
*Dean walks up to me* *I turn and cry my eyes out, my heart completely shattered- 'in' his chest*

.......*Whispers* : Why...........





-See how emotional I am? Like I said- I'm serious. This is not a joke, people...

If thats true, and Sammy never returns.....RIP Sammy .....


- *Stops crying* ....... I'm- I was looking online to see what season and episode that happens in.. And I found a site of someone saying Season 2, ep. 21 & 22.. So I'm watching 21-online.... And....Just seeing what happens...

..Omfg, thats fucking freaky~ ...................

....*Gasp* .. You little b*tch! [Girl left the house, came back, killed the dude, smirking- then screamed and cried innocently, and freaked out on Sam]

...Anyway, I'm more calm, just- Just a little- mad at this girl, and not really freaked out- I like this episode, its just...weird, and freaky itself..

Sooo- If anyone knows, PLEASE let me know what season and episode that is Sam dies in war.. <='( ...

Ok, so it looks like I CAN watch another Wincest video..A hilarious one @ that..
TURN YOUR SPEAKERS DOWN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InEDqiSvFEk




Thanks

X
Kiana