I'm kind of typing this just so I remember what the movie's called..
Yes, it's a movie.
It was a beautiful movie...
So sad... Yet so true, and so-- touching. I cried... <=' )
It's based off of the 1976 Tangshan Earthquake ... Tangshan is a place in China.
How'd I come across it? Well ..
I was checking out Youtube's Forums and blogs, 'cause I never knew they had them... Then I found out about Youtube Leanback.
Watched the short video on what it is.. Decided to try it out.
Then I thought, "Hey, I just put my new videos in the Film & Animation section.. I'll check that".. My videos weren't there- But I found a video with Asian language on it.. So I clicked it, and began watching. Confused at first, of course..
But... I watched it. Youtube user Guotingsong had this video and all the parts to it on his channel.
I watched from _5/13 to _13/13 .
I don't know how much of the movie that was.. But it took at least 2 hours to finish that part. So I'll have to check that out online, but~
I RECOMMEND THIS VIDEO.
It's so beautiful. At the end, if you've seen it.. The part where Fang Deng is talking with her mom in the huge cemetery... When she's crouched down, saying she's sorry? Well.. I've had 100 Suns by 30 Seconds To Mars stuck in my head for -- idk.. All day, I think. And so I searched it on Youtube, thinking it'd be a good song.. That's when I found it the song name..
So I played that in the background of that scene- Up until the camera looks up at the sky.
SO SAD!! T_T
Anyway. Pleeaassse do check this movie out.. Probably better to watch online unless you can read/understand Chinese. Guotingsong's videos have Chinese and English subtitles. So.. Yeah.
I just wanted to share... That that's an amazing movie.
But it says it was made in 2010. I was shocked when I read that... Really shocked~ To find the movie I JUST finished watching, at random findings- Was made in the present year.
Either way.. It was VERY nice.
PLEEEASSSSSEEEE!! Go watch it! Go look it up! Something....
= )
And that's it.
I will now go..
PLAY RESISTANCE 2.
I played Resistance 2 with my eldest brother earlier. Josh.. And after seeing that movie.. I want to spend as much time with my brother[s], and other family members as possible... Because its true.
"You never know how much you loved someone until they're gone," Or,
"You never know how valuable something was until it's gone," and similar phrases... T_T
If I don't stop thinking about this, I'm gonna start crying again; aaannnnddd...... I already am. *Crying*
I miss seeing Josh... I miss seeing him everyday, and not being afraid to act like a total fool around him. Now- I'm so shy around him...
My family's like Fang Deng's mom's... She's with 4 people- Those 4 turn into 2, and then that 2 turns into 1. [That's a spoiler~]
Not exactly ... But..
We went from 5, to 4. Then 4, to 3. And almost 3, to 2. Then almost 2 to 1. But whatever. Point is..
My family's all broken apart. It's like a heart, or stone or monument..
It was once whole, and admirable... But its been shattered. Shattered by hate, disgust, avoidance~ And scattered all around.. With barrier's around each and every piece.. To avoid those connected to it..
[That sounds so kewl tho...]
My family... Is World War III itself... Constant hate, and rage against each other. Constant fighting and harrassing........ It never ends. T_T But that's life.... Life never ends. You're body can die down and end- But you never end. Your spirit never dies... Nor your soul...
And I just wanted to share that with you.
Cherish those around you. Don't push them aside for an entire lifetime, like my family's done......... Like I have done..
Keep your family close. Try your hardest to fix the holes, patches, and cuts. Heal the bruises.... Become one again. Become whole....
Because once you're broken apart to the fullest..... You can't re-glue it.. T_T
Cherish your loved ones. They could be gone tomorrow... ~Amber N / Kiana [Me]
Thanks For Reading
X
Kiana
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